I dreamt about tree trunk 2 nights ago.
Oh man...thinking about him brought back a wave of memories again!!! And my dream was damn crap. It was something like I was watching TV with a group of friends and then someone mention that he's on TV. So I spent the rest of the dream scrutinizing the TV waiting for him to appear again.
He did, except that it was his side view...but his hair was recognisable, and he looked super muscular.
I even remembered thinking in the dream that he must have worked out a hell lot to get that muscles lor.
Okies and then I stopped dreaming liao lor. In fact I didn't think of it till last night when I was trying to sleep. I recalled the dream...and then there's no looking back.
I thought of all the times I spent with him.
I thought of all the words he said to me.
I thought of all his actions towards me.
Oh man.....can you imagine? I was feeling so darn love-sick in the middle of the night!!! -_-!! And then I keep recalling everything that happened between me and him lor...
And then everytime I try to put clement in the picture, he just disappears. Wahaha~ I think I just want to indulge myself into thinking about tree trunk and tree trunk only.
By the way...tree trunk was this guy I knew from 1st year whom I had a hugeeee crush on. He is called tree trunk...thanks to my friend's imaginative imagination and creative nick-name bank. lol~
Okies not crush. Maybe I did fell for him lar. Hehehe. I dunno leh...I'm sure it wasn't crush. It was more of a logical decision to fall for him. Illogical because he doesn't reciprocate lar. But other than that, he was precisely everything I wanted in the guy!!!
One particularly memorable incident which I recalled and made me felt sooooo love-sick last night was like this:
It was towards the exams in my 1st semester in school and I wanted to borrow this CD from him. That CD is related to school stuffs...I was desperate because I had no idea what the module was talking about and needed the CD to understand it. He had that CD, and so I wanted to borrow from him to burn. In the end, he told me he will burn 1 copy, then drive down to my hall to pass it to me. He lives on campus too, just like me. But he rides motorbike one leh (cool huh?).
Okies...so the scenario was, I will get to see him that night! Haha. In the end he procastinated passing the CD to me till 12midnight...it was okay because no one sleeps before 2AM in hall anyway. However, he didn't managed to burn a copy of the CD because his roomie's computer seems to hate it and already spoilt 2 discs burning it. So I told him to give me the CD, and then I will burn it straight on my lappie.
So he said okies lor. Hehe. He drove down (on his motor) to my hall, then asked me to go downstairs. He parked by the road, and then he walked over while his gay partner(his goodfriend whom I always call gay...haha) waited at the bike. And then he exclaimed, "wah, wo de mei nu dai yan jing ah?" (my pretty girl wears specs one ah?)
Oh man!!! I immediately melted then and there lor. And remember he's a crush hor...I had to act so cool and so nonchalant in front of him, while my heart was racing at 1000beats/min. Haha. So I just went..."han nah...dai yan jing lor...(yah lor, I wear specs one lor)" and then after that he told me he will go 7-11 while I burn the CD, and asked me whether I want anything or not lor. And so I told him to get me those Bonjour chocolate bread (see! even now I still remember leh!!!)
I remember until this then I thought about his "wo de mei nu...(my pretty girl)" and I was swooning away and feeling super love-sick lor...cannot believe myself man. And then somemore come to think of it, even clement never calls me his mei nu at all before...I am always his "dear" at all times...
Oh no...HOW?! Haha. Now as I am typing the feeling is still there. I am still love-sick. Helppp!
Then just now I flipped back all my past journal entries (before I had this Vodka one) and they were all about him lor. He was a major part of my life before clement came into the picture. Gosh. Haha. Somehow I feel so happy thinking about him man...lol~ And even happier that even when I checked my past journal all my entries were still there. I hope it never disappears man! It's like, my last record of everything between me and tree trunk....
Eh...I don't feel guilty thinking about tree trunk though. Haha. Is this good or no good?? =p
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 9:11 AM
