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Thursday, July 28, 2005

Random Thoughts

I don't feel good.

I don't feel good because I'm blogging at 1AM in the morning.

I don't feel good because my mama is going China tomorrow and I will miss her.

Most of all, I don't feel good because I had a bad conversation with clement.

sounds like sims 2 sia... -_-!!

I am so angry with myself sometimes.

Why do I let clement, of all people, upset me so easily?!?!?!?!?!?!

Why do I just burst into tears whenever he said something that hurts even a tiny wee bit?!?!?!?!

Why are my emotions so easily controlled by him?!?!?! Why?!?!?!?!!?!

This sucks man.

Why am I so damn emotional over him. This is so irritating!!!!!

And why can he be the one who can make me so happy at times and yet make me feel so damn bloody sad at times?!

Why the hell must it be him?!

I feel so screwed. Grrrrrrrrrrr.........

Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:16 AM