It's that time of the month...or to say, that time of the month is approaching...
I'm feeling horrid. Bleah bleah bleah~~~
I want to go Sexpo. LOL~ But I have exams.
I want to go WCG. But I have exams.
I want to sleep later in the mornings. But I have exams.
I want to play Warcraft III. But I have exams. And while we're at that, my computer spoiled.
I want to fix my computer. But I have exams.
I want to watch Harry Potter. But I have exams.
I want to meet up with my friends. But I have exams.
This exams is damn blardy irritating can?!?!?!?!!
And I'm not feeling very happy about this exams also. It's the "can I pass?" feeling again. Sometimes you just do so much, but then you end up realising that people around did even more...that's gonna pull the percentage up and you might end up be the unlucky few who fails.
Why the school is so stupid as to set a failing rate for every module?!?!! I have never heard of any module that has 100% passes lor...even simple modules like LAB! I thought it's impossible for them to fail anyone...but I was wrong...really got people fail Lab...and really it's even though that said person attend every single session, hand in every report, and also did every question in the exam. I don't understand why must fail leh...
That's how screwed up the system is. Some say the failing rate is 10% of the cohort. Or maybe 5% of the cohort. Sure got people fail de. Bleah. Maybe you get 70 marks and the rest of the cohort gets 80 marks so you fail lor! So simple. Stupid logic I say.
Anyway. These exams have been darn draining. I just had 4 papers in the row. I'm dying already. I have another next week, Monday to Wed. I hope I can recuperate or something.
But!! The remaining modules are so hard I dunno what's it talking about. -_- And for one of the module, they are going scrape it liao! Maybe they teach for 2-3 years, realises that it's useless then scrape it. And then I'm so suay to be in the 2-3 years range so I have to take it. Bleah bleah bleah. So stupid.
Damn envy the batch of people after me. So many changes! No more IA! No more wasting time studying stupid things that have nothing to do with your specialisation! No more struggling with useless modules!
But there's the Law and HRM. Maybe it's not useless, but I don't know why the heck must we study it. We study Law so that we know what are within our limits when it concerns engineering? But it's so duh..the law that we study have nothing to do with engineering. Same goes with HRM. Do we know how to manage people after that? NO! Of course not. Theories are dead...humans are alive...we know how to adapt to other people...isn't it? I doubt anyone will remember anything after they graduate lor...
And not to forget the horrifying HRM - Technopreunership project that generated lots of bad karma between me and my FYP prof.
Sigh!!!
I want to die already.
Sometimes I feel like I'm one of the Sims characters...with red energy level, red fun level, red social level. Red means in dire straits! And then if there are too many reds and the Sim becomes in a horried red mood, the Sim will breakdown de!! And then they have to see a psychologist to make the mood go back to amber (sound like traffic light leh!!) before you can control it.
If red too many times, the Sim will permanently breakdown. LoL~ I dunno what happens leh...haven't try before. =p I made my sim became red once though. Hahahaha. And the computer accused me of not treating my Sim properly.
See!!! Even computer generated characters have a better life than me..they got psychologist to help them at the snap of the fingers! I only have my blog...acks.
I just want to be happy leh!!!!!!
But I have exams.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:30 AM
