Hmmm....I just realised that for some strange reason, all my blog entries are aligned to the left now. Sheesh!!! It happened some time back for one of my other posts too, and it's happening right again! Dunno why leh...I checked and re-checked my codings and it looks right. Hmmmm~ Ah well!
So I think it's the post's fault, because if I take it off, the whole blog looks okay again!
So this shall be called the 'Post' syndrome. Hehehehe.
Oh anyway. I wanted to rant about something but I forgot. Hahaha. My silly little brain is too small already...with a nano-istic capacity to store information/data.
Life
Very sad right now. I got HRM exam tomorrow! Imagine! After the equivalent to 8AUs of project, still got exam! Wah rau... Damn sian. And all those organisational behaviour thingy is just too much to digest.
Personal
I think I lost 2 kgs over the last 2 weeks. Am not fitting into my jeans and I'm pulling it up more often. Yikes. I think I need to wash it so that it can shrink lor. I think I look ugly when I pull my jeans and walk at the same time. Haiiiz.
On a side note, it's a good thing!! That means I still can lose weight! Inspired suddenly to lose weight. I shall try to make myself hit 50 by end of this year. That is, if I continue to suffer that amount of stress I had for the last 2 weeks... (2 presentations and 2 reports to hand in plus a quiz lor... -_- )
Properties
I am feeling poor. Poorer and poorer. I bought a bluetooth headset for clement on his birthday. I'm getting poor and poorer. Hahaha. And my mom isn't giving me pocket money because she asked me to survive on my IA money. Wish I could, but even that is running out. Regret going BKK and KL with clement now. I spent so much that I forgot that I had to survive without pocket money from my mommy. Can someone just donate money to me?! Hahaha...
Relationships
Well well well! I am not with him, yet I'm with him. Such an irony. Somehow the heart and the body are in contradiction. The brain is having problems trying to make each one happy. LoL~~~~ I can't believe myself. Anyway, he came by last night, we had a talk again, and it seems that it's like my problem for being anal about certain issues. Oh well well well! It's always like this isn't it? It's always me with that brilliant memory of all the negatives and he's the angel with all the good memories and zilch bad ones.
Sometimes I find that even after I have told him so many things, it probably doesn't seem like it's getting into his head. Doesn't he realise anything? Like, after treating me like how he has always been since the time he told me we won't last...until now that he told me that we will last, doesn't he realise that he has to really do something drastic to change my mind about us? Hmmm...oh well, I only know that if he maintains like that, I will still think that maybe one day we will split.
Maybe someday this will happen, if I have had enough of all these bullshit.
Gee...I'm typing all these like I don't have any feelings for him anymore. I guess I am in much better control now. I will look at everything from a practical, logical point of view. Last night when he told me something that hurt...I learnt I could just walked away with a little more than a drop of tear. That's it! Proud of myself. :D
Oh, and he says I'm starting to speak like an Ang Moh. Gee...too much SATC I think. I think what's happening to SATC is almost like what's happening to me right now. Hahaha. And I think I am beginning to be like Carrie in there. Except that my bf is not Mr Big. And I don't enjoy a wonderful sex life. Hahahaha.
And I think I'm like her. In an S&M relationship without even knowing. Maybe I'm just drawn towards a guy like him, so good and so bad, at the same time. Hahaha. :P
Anyway, try this!
http://www.eyezmaze.com/grow/RPG/index.html
Interesting game thanks to Mr. N. :p
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 12:28 PM
