These few days just flew!!! So soon that the CNY holidays are over and I'm going for lessons again tomorrow. Oh, make that today, in about 10 hours time. -_-!!
Feeling damn sian....
Gone are the days of playing warcraft, slacking, reading my mags, clearing my barangs (I still have a lot!!) and the what-nots.
And I realised I missed out a lot on chu er because everyone got so busy!!!
Haiiiz. My bros had gathering, my JC babes had gathering...but I turned both down because I got to go house visiting. And at my mom's orders. Sheesh~
Didn't want to go visiting on chu er but my mom was like "they are your elders! Must go and pay respects! If not they will say I never teach you properly!"
I don't think they care at all leh. Some of my cousins were MIA also wat. They don't care, their parents don't care too.
I think if I didn't go, at most my sis would be bored to death because she will have no one to talk to.
Coz on my father's side of relatives, me and my sister are the youngest...so the older ones will not talk to us because there's really nothing in common to talk about. Anyway all my cousins prefer to talk among themselves...in their eyes I'm always a xiao mei mei...not to mention my sis...so there.
We always kena ignored!! Sheesh~
Even if I did talk to my cousin...5 mins later the conversation dies down...and I get the "you are just a xiao mei mei" vibe and that pisses me off. Hahaha.
The only cousin who doesn't treat me like xiao mei mei is in US, she couldn't come back for new year this time round...so too bad... *shrugs*
In a way I'm glad that I'm done with the CNY visiting. Can't imagine if I got to sit through and look demure and all the while trying to think of conversation topics with my cousins.
Very tedious!!!
I'm only left with clement's house to vist for the CNY...which I hope won't be too bad lar.
At least, I expect him to support me...but of course, if he doesn't, I must also be prepared to fend for myself too.
However I have had experience in this case already...shouldn't be a problem. Hahaha. This is machiam like "worst case scenario" sia...lol~~
Anyway suddenly I'm wondering if it's very rude of me not to go to his place on chu yi or chu er....and waiting until like...this weekend which is chu qi already. Seems that my cousins' gfs all came early on either 1st or 2nd day....whereas me will put it off till later in the CNY season...like very rude? Hmm...or am I thinking too much.
Over le....so I guess it doesn't matter anymore.
In fact, lots of things doesn't matter anymore le. It's just how you look at it. If it's gonna matter, then no matter how trivial that thing is, it will definitely matter. If you choose to let it not matter, then it won't matter even if it's terribly important.
So it's a matter of perspective!! Hahaha.
Dunno what the heck I'm ranting. LoL~ Oh well it's late at nite again, so it's like a time for all those overwhelming and deep stuffs.
And one more thing. I feel like I'm actually sick of eating already. Like I have been eating so much that now I look at food the last thing I wanna do is to eat it. Dunno what the heck is wrong with me.... -_-
Must be I chu yi ate too much le!! Imagine...at 11AM I woke up, my mom asked me eat brunch...then 1PM reached my grandma's place only to realised she also prepared lunch...so I had to eat out of courtesy. And then after that at 4PM at my aunt's place, she also prepared a meal for us....by then...I dunno what meal am I supposed to be eating le. Lunch? Dinner? Or high-tea?!?!
Wah biang....11AM I had a darn full brunch...coz I didn't know my grandma serving lunch at her place (none of my family members knew!!) and at 1PM I ate a bit only...mostly all the dishes and no rice...have to eat to make my grandma happy, because she actually cooked this time round..so I just took a bit of every dish and put on my plate lor. And then at 4PM, my aunt served us 1 bowl of rice each with 6 dishes!! And actually my whole family were already so darn full already...but my aunt just scooped 4 bowls of rice and laid out the utensils and dishes on the table, then she told us she prepared le...tell us to eat.
Before that already told her nevermind...so she do the other way round first..prepare already can call...so too paiseh to say No....so I ate again lor....
I think that day I looked like pregnant woman with at least 4 months of baby man....got a huge tummy!!! -_-
In a span of 5 hours, I ate almost 3 full meals. Wanna die already. And maybe that's why in the end for the next 2 days (that's yesterday and today) I couldn't be bothered to eat. I look at bak kwa and it doesn't look so appetising anymore. I look at pineapple tarts and I don't even feel like eating it. I look at all the CNY goodies on the table and I couldn't bear to eat it already.
All because of my 1st day of CNY gorging session!! (It's all vegetarian somemore. LoL~)
I think I rather go hibernate or something and avoid looking at food at all. Hahaha.
On a sidenote, I heard first day of CNY eat vegetarian food will be as good as eating vegetarian for the whole year. Well, I certainly don't feel very holy now, but I still feel so damn full thinking back. Hahaha.
Maybe it's a good thing that I'm avoiding food now like plague. When I look at food I will think of the very-full sensation I had during the 1st CNY day and all my appetite just disappears. Don't have to worry about gaining weight?! I still very scared that I can't fit into my CNY clothes which I bought some time back. Hahaha.
Sekali after CNY all my cravings for new year goodies come back liao. *smacks forehead*
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:28 AM
