You know you've been part of a couple for too long when...
1. You feel like you are doing the same things over again and again.
2. You sometimes wonder what is it like to be single again.
3. You feel that doing whatever your partner says, becomes a chore.
4. You feel like being together becomes a habit.
5. You feel unable to say the truth for fear of hurting the partner.
Well. So much for being in a couple for too long eh? :) And whatever happened to true love and all the what-nots?
Frankly, it doesn't matter anymore.
I don't really believe in love. Like what is love?! Like is there any definition for love? Love is all the actions you have done for him/her...no matter whether he/she knows of it or not. Most importantly is that you wanted to do it for him/her, just because.
If that is love, then I must be a selfish lover. I take but I don't give. I give only when I feel like it.
For once, I can safely say that I didn't feel ripped apart. I didn't feel like I lost something of me. In fact, I'm feeling pretty good about the whole issue. It's a good thing we decided about certain things between us. It's good to know that he isn't forcing himself any longer...and I'm sure he won't be, after tonight. :)
I'm glad for this, because halfway through all my demands, I realised that I've been the one who's pushing things along...and it felt too one-sided. By then, I didn't know how to call it off, because by calling it off it would seem like I'm temperamental, but if I didn't, I don't know how far I can continue pushing.
So in the end, we had our much-awaited-and-needed talk, and things were resolved. So simple!! Don't know why it took so long....but it did. And I'm glad it's over. Now I can move on with a clear head...so can he....and for the time being we shall shelve our plans for the future.
Leave it to time and fate to decide on the ending huh?
But ultimately, I must be thankful for meeting someone so special in my life...he just popped out of nowhere, made me as happy as I could ever be, and I am really glad for it.
If we don't work out in the end, I have no regrets...because I know I will be due for more fantastic people in my life! Hehe~
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:52 AM
