I want to go stay at hotels!!!!
To be more specific...I want to stay at the Ritz Carlton!!!
So nice and romantic okie!!
And it costs a bomb!! S$298 without taxes.
Which comes up to almost S$350 after taxes.
I wish I am rich. Haha.
Envy envy...all those people who got married there...they get to stay at the suite for free!! LoL~~~
OOOh~
These days I feel like I'm getting mad. I'm asking people to go get married.
I want to attend weddings!!! Hahaha.
Like I have no idea why also....
Maybe because can makan, dress-up, see pretty brides??
Heehee.
The first friend I have who's most likely to get married will be......someone who won't be married in Singapore.
You know who you are. *winks*
And after that everyone says that I'm going to get married.
Like I can?!?!?!?!
"You and your bf so long already, can get married soon liao ma"
But hor long doesn't = marriage ma!!!
"He already working liao ma, so you both can settle down already"
But hor, doesn't mean that between us we both got enough $$ to settle down. lol.
"He loves kids!! Good ma...shows that he can be a good father in the future"
But hor, doesn't mean he is a family man lor. So what if he loves kids. LoL~ Everyone can love other people's kids..babies are always very cute and chubby and nice to play with (provided they don't cry) when you don't take care of them.
Oooh~!
For a while i was dying to get married. hahahaha. Just suddenly pop into my head one day...if someone proposes to me I will say yes!! Hahaha. Dunno why. Maybe because that day was surfing too much wedding stuffs.
Wah kaos. I think I am too free. Haha. Officially slacked for 1 and half weeks only. Pls forgive me. My life has been crazy for the last whole year. LoL~~~
Anyway my friend exclaimed, "YOU ARE ONLY @#!!!"
And i thought, ya lor. Siao ah want to get married so early dunno for what. Why I so keen to tie myself down I also dunno.
And then I rem a bro who once told me to play the field and forget about getting attached.
But hor, due to my numerous experiences back in my younger (and wild? Maybe.) days, I thought I know what I am looking for...cannot be bothered to play any field. Haha.
Come to think of it the array of people I met were like, So amazing. hahaha. but ok lar i leave it to some other day to talk about it.
And so I got myself attached. And after that it's that whole lot of insecurities and the whatever shit that came with it. -_-!!!
Because I insecure lor!!!
And I always think that nobody wants me...lol.
Okie. That's a wrong thinking. If you think like that THEN really nobody wants you lar....
Oh well but i didnt know it. All I knew was that I want to hold on to whatever I have (ie. clement) tight and not let go....
And so I made myself unhappy in the midst. Like duh~!
But of course there were both happy and unhappy moments lar...happy moments > unhappy moments. haha.
So dumb right. But so funny now come to think of it. And clement must have got the same idea, if not we won't be where we are now.
Alright lar. Anyway, now the mood to get married is gone liao. Hahaha. Thanks to the awakening convo I had with the bestie. Haha. She's quite practical sometimes. But most of the times I am the practical one. Hahaha.
Oh ya she says I'm always too practical, too sensible, to the point of fault.
And she says that she's always too impractical and fantasize too much. LoL~~!
So she needs a practical guy to match with her.
But she thinks clement is impractical enough for me. LoL~!
Oh wellllll. It's quite trying to get an impractical person to see a practical person's side.
But impractical people are more creative I feel. Hahaha.
Just like the bestie. Heh.
How? I can't be less practical. And because I am practical there are so many issues I have with regards to my life. My life is too impractical in my opinion. And I can't seem to make it more practical because I have too many blocking factors.
My life is practically too impractical for my practically practical attitude. Pun, if any, intended.
Marriage, or the lack of, woes aside, some interesting things have been occuring.
Was sorting out through my pile of clothes. Started to sift out all the clothes i dun wanna wear, cannot wear, and can't fit. heh.
And I came across a few tops that were too big for me. So i gave it to my sis. And it fits her perfectly. And it's the umpteenth time this has happened.
And my sis so asked me, "Why you always buy such big clothes one?"
And me, "Because I always think that I am very fat."
And sis, "Wah, I always think I very thin leh."
LoL~ And so I always wear the clothes that SHE BUYS and she wears the clothes that I BUY.
Oh man. I am dressing like a 17 year old. And she's dressing like a 23 yr old.
Wahaha. How ironical. But it's ok. I'm young in the mind, body and soul still. Haha. And also, in the clothes. teehee~!
My sis isn't exactly that big anyway. And I always like to buy bigger sizes because they will hang on me and make me look thin.
I realised that going a size up than the usual will make me look thin. Dunno when I came up with that theory, but I always do that. Because if I take my size, the top looks tight. When I take a size up, it looks looser. And looks nicer. And I look thinner.
But on occassions which I can't try, I will overestimate the size and the cuttings. So my sis comes in handy. hehe.
Okie. i think I have ranted on long enough. Haha. Oh!! My friend says that I look like I've slimmed. Yayy.
The last she saw me was more than 6 months ago ma. Accurate I guess.
And I told her it's because I never stay hall, cannot snack as and when I like!
Yup, eating after 9 at home is considered a boo-boo and whoever does that will kena suan until the cows come home.
And hor, thanks to my father who hates storing food, my house always got nothing to eat leh.
And I am too lazy to go downstairs and buy (all the tee-ko!!).
So I am thinner thanks to all these cutting down in food intake.
Which means I have been eating too much lar...
Was gaining weight steadily at 1kg/year.
And after I start staying at home the weight loss has been rapid. Haha.
Dropped about 4 kgs from last year till now.
Not much, but it all adds up lor. And considering the fact that my exercise regime is inconsistent to the point of non-existent. Haha.
I must be thankful. LoL~!
But the world cup matches are not doing me any good!! Been going to the HK cafe near my house to makan and watch world cup.
Jeez~!
Late night snacking!! Horrible deshou!
But the food isn't that good. Only dim sum is nice. The main course? Ah, forget it lor....
Oh well~!
I will be missing tonight's match, Spain vs France.
I am rooting for Spain lar!!!
France, frankly, doesn't deserve to win, at the way they were playing. draw two matches and finally managed to win their last one. Jeez!!! I would rather South Korea have won instead. Haha.
Spain shall win!! the score will be 3-1!!! I am betting 5 bucks on it. Ho ho.
Cannot imagine. When I land, I will know whether I won the bet or not. So exciting!!!!!
Me is going to land of kimchi tonight! Teehee~!
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:52 PM
