Sunday, October 15, 2006
Good Things...Bad Things
Think of the good times, forget the bad, learn to move on, forgive and forget.
What a perfect way to summarise it all.
But it is easier said than done, so never cease to try, ya?
***Went to Innovationation yesterday. For the uninitiated, the Innovationation is to celebrate 25 years of Infocomm advancement in Singapore. The exhibit costs S$10 million to put up. And it is pretty cool too, featuring past technologies (remember the Motorola waterbottle-like mobile phone?) to the very present and the future.
I took quite a bit of photos using my mobile, but I haven't uploaded yet so I will do so in the next post or so.
***Met the gang on Friday, and we went East Coast Park for dinner. It was my first time there so I was pretty amazed at the place, the atmosphere, and the toilets. Heehee. I am suaku ma. But I must say the toilet looks pretty romantic with the dim yellow lights and the open concept.
And so we sat there, chit-chatted till almost 1am, before we went home. Quite amazing that despite not having met for some time, we still had plenty to talk about. Now we are all discussing about jobs, pay, money, bills, blah and blah. Haha. Quite different from the past where we would be complaining about our projects, FYP, profs... :)
Seems like everyone is joining me in my job search, because the working ones want to quit, the jobless ones, are still searching. Heehee. Time for me to embark on my job search too. I admit that I have been pretty slack about it, but of course, now it is time to buck up since I am going to be joining the workforce, and I hope I can secure a job when I graduate.
I am pretty excited about this impending job search, because I am finally giving into some deep thoughts about what I want to do. Actually I still have not much of an idea, because I don't really know where my strengths and interest lies. Right now it is very basic...I want a jetsetting lifestyle, I hope I won't be stucked at the desk all the time, I want to be able to interact with people, I want a job that allows me to be creative.
Is there a job that fits all these?
I wanted to be a flight stewardess, but that one is definitely out because of my outbreak and horrid scars and all my moles on my face. (I heard they scrutinize every mole and scar that is visible...so I'm out. :( ) And my bad eyesight.
I want an advertising job. But I don't think they want to hire engineers, do they?
So I am still in limbo. Should I be an engineer? What sort of engineer? Software? Hardware? Shift work? Non-shift?
Ah. I am still in limbo. Maybe I need to go for some interviews, talk to more people, before deciding what I truly want as my career. :)
***Songs make me cry. I get super emotional these days. I dare not plug in my mp3 player for fear of crying on the bus.
I am turning into this sappy love nut. Yuck.
Even test-listening to a CD can make me cry. Oh funck!
I cannot cannot tahan myself.
***How Do I Live Without You?As usual lor. I eat, sleep, bathe, shit everyday. I still watch TV, read my books. You know, life goes on. The world is still revolving, the sun will always rise from the East by 7AM in the morning.
***Have you ever felt like you have been given a death sentence for something which you don't even know why you were sentenced for?
Like so crazy sounding right.
It just feels so...wronged. I don't know a better word for it already. Don't know why, it suddenly feels that all I had done, has been wrong, and things that I have not done, is also wrong. And then there is no warning, no symptom, and it suddenly falls on top of you like a big BANG. And you get shaken up from your reverie.
***Overnight, all hopes are dashed.
Ahhhh. You know, the feeling like the world which you held on to, because you have had aspirations for, has just suddenly came rumble tumble crashing onto the ground.
So overnight, you learn to adapt, you learn that the world has crash. It will take some time to come to terms with it, and after that you will move on.
I hope the time taken doesn't take too long though. :)
***I am typing a load of gibberish. Doubt anyone reads this blog of mine. Heehee. Let me RANT!!!
I know someone reads my blog thinking I don't know about it. Hahaha. You know who you are. You think I don't know, but I know more than you think I know.
Heehee.
You can keep it secret if you want. I don't really care la. Just don't throw what I blog about back to me in my face lo.
If you want to pretend that you don't read my blog, keep that pretense up even when you meet me, please. :)
***Maybe I should go back to composing songs. :) My good friend has been asking when I am going to submit any songs to her. I tell her I am currently too emotionless to compose.
But right now I am feeling inspired and full of emotions again. It is time fit to start composing songs.
Eh. Composers are depressed people. I am one of them lo. Heehee.
When just listening to an oldie can make me tear like a crazy freak. I guess I am chock-full of emotions again.
***I wanna go watch Scoop!
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