As taken from Ostrich's blog...hehehe Interesting deshou!!! Mouseover to see my strong traits/not-so-strong traits!! :)
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 4:04 PM
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Wah.
I got market value ok.
LoL LoL~~~~
Buay tahans man.
I am so excited and I can't stop smiling to myself!!! *jumps around*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Anyway. Today is a good day becoz I went to school for 1 tutorial and then I met up with a friend whom I chatted for 2 hours with!! :)
So happy because it's been quite some time since I last had a nice chat with him. Heehee.
Where to find a guy friend whom I can talk so much with leh?
I'm not saying!! Haha. But most people can guess also lar. Hiak hiak.
He's not the one who is making me so excited sia. Hahaha. But it's something he said regarding someone else that made me so excited. lol~~~~
Ok I am going gaga-crazy already. Hahaha.
And I am utterly pointless.
And one bery bad news...haiiiiiz. I LOST MY PINKY RING!!!
How traumatising. I can't remember whether it's lost outside or at home. I don't even remember when was the last time I saw it. I wear it everyday until it's so routine to me already...now I can't recall whether did I wear it out or is it lost at home.
But I searched the most possible places that I think I might have left the ring and no ring was found!!!
So sad becoz it's me and clement's couple ring...haha. He also wears a pinky ring with the same exact pattern too. We bought it together mah...
Haiiz. Now lose it liao...bad omen?! I lost it once in BKK, and clement got it back for me. Now I think he have to help me find again also lor...
I hope I lost it somewhere at home so he can find it when he comes over.
Eek~!!!
I so miss my pinky ring!! (Now i do not have it. -_-)
This aside, I am still thrilled when I think of [insert the 1st 5 lines here]. Wahahaa.
See, I'm totally pointless already ma.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 10:37 PM
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I am craving for a movie...I want to watch movie!! Any movie!! (of course nice ones and not chim-until-i-cannnot-understand ones pls...)
It's been 3 months sinced I stepped into a theatre...and it's been 6 months since I stepped into a Singaporean theatre....OMF(antastic)G!!!
Hoping that I get a chance to watch one movie before my exams...haiiiz.
On the other hand, FYP is done!!! Hip and Hurrays! LoL~~~ Hopefully my mod doesn't call me back...or my sup doesn't call me back....really, the more you do, the more jia lat everything becomes....all that self-doubt and losing of self-confidence....haiiz. Can be rather demoralizing sometimes.
Last Friday was a good day!! Met up with my JC babes (and dudes) also. It's been a long time....even longer for me since I missed the gathering on CNY. Haha. But it's nice!! At least we sang KTV!!! OMFG...I haven't sang KTV for like zillions of years or something. Hahaha. So when the question of "drinks or KTV?" came up, I of course voted KTV. wahaha. In the end we sang until 2, went to the kopitiam to chit-chat somemore...before we all went home at 3. It wasn't so bad for me I guess, since I am not working...but those working people looked tired out...
Wah, cannot imagine in the future I also working....dunno can tahan until so late or not. Haha. I have been sleeping at 2am for the past few nights already....I dunno when was the last time I slept before 12 man....I think was never?! Haha. There goes my resolution. Ostrich, you were right!! Hahaha...terok man.
Oh but that was because of my FYP. But then I think my bio clock is totally screwed now, because I can't seem to sleep before 12, and I can't sleep even though I am lying on my bed at 2am. -_- It's quite bad...and I realise that Sunday nights are the worst...because I have to awake at 6.30am on monday morning, so I will try to go to bed before 1am. BUT! I will lie on the bed and toss and turn till 2 or 3 before I actually fall asleep...and the next thing I know my mom is calling me to wake up and go to school already. Totally terrible!!!
Same goes for Tuesdays...haha. It's worse because I have my 3-hour lab session...but thank goodness I've got crappy groupmates...but all the same...at 1.30pm I enter the lab...listen to the lecturer, yawn and yawn, and then when it's time for us to meddle our stuffs...I will always tell my groupmates to faster do so that by 3pm we are done then we can all go for kopi. Hahaha. They also very "on" to go for kopi, because there's another guy who's always turning up for classes with his eyes bloodshot....lol. And he'll be like. "oh i am sooo tired...you all do everything later go for kopi wake me up lar..." hahaha. Then he pretends to sleep. lol~~
We have to entertain ourselves to keep ourselves awake man!!! Hahaha.
Anyway, enough rants about such stuffs....I find it funny that nowadays almost everyone I know assumes I am going to get married soon.... -_-!!!! Like I can!?! LOL~ My bro best lor...even calls clement my "husband" and told me that if I get married better give him 3 months notice beforehand so that he can start saving...hahaha. Oh ya, he's the one who will give 200 buckaroos. Wahaha!!! And my other bro was telling me that I should hold a grand wedding dinner! So that he and his gf can attend together....lol! Best lor...they all starting to have funny ideas liao...
But no, I'm not going to get married so soon till a certain "someone" does. Hahahaha. And hor, I am supposed to save money for 7 years before can get married de ok. Singapore's standards of living very high sia. I now got no money....so no marry. (eh it rhymes! no money, no marry! haha!!)
Oh and yah, I admit my blog very misleading...but yah lor...clement feeling inspired. Hahaha. And so we did all those activities we did sia...because we are so bored!!! See ah...just nice hor the timing. 1st 2 years together...can go explore Singapore and try new activities. 3rd year, beginning to get bored of Sg liao...can turn overseas (aka JB), but since overseas still not so safe, we don't dare to venture far, so come back to Sg. And what else can we do?! Start "thinking" of getting married, "pretending" to plan the wedding....hahahaha.
That's (the pretending and thinking part) just for us lar. So most couples who are of age, and of savings (got rich families also can), can start planning their wedding for real lor...Just nice...pat tuo for 3 years, then get a house, get married. Can keep you occupied. Haha. Get married got a zillion things to worry about, then after marry liao still got another zillion things to worry about (things like the mother-in-law?! and to have kids and money for angbao...wahaha). Like this can keep you occupied for the rest of your life. Hahaha. (oh how bleak actually...lol!)
This, is what a typical singaporean couple do. And that's why couples together for more than 5 years tend to suffer if they haven't reached this stage by then...because they suddenly find themselves so lost for things to do lor...then they begin to doubt their r/s liao....haha. Doing all that (mentioned above) can do quite a bit in curbing this sort of unhealthy thinking lar!!!
Me and clement is not a typical singaporean couple. Hahaha. Why? Because hor we keep thinking money is going to drop down from the sky, so until that happens, we can continue to dream about a wedding first. Hahaha. And unlike a typical singaporean couple, our wedding is not those grand grand 10-course wedding dinners lar...haha...no $$$. And both his family and mine are not rich enough lor (not to mention they are highly unlikely to pay anyway). Hahaha. Maybe we should just elope and then go somewhere (like LA) and get married there. And then shun bian honeymoon there also.
Oh, that(getting married overseas part) sounds like wonglilin and allan wu. Hahaha. :P
Like this everyone can save on ang bao money lor. Isn't that wonderful?! haha!!
Enough of my craps. Haha. :) I so want to buy birkenstocks!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!! I dunno what came over me man...maybe because I'm getting sick of charle's and keith and seems like there's absolutely nothing else that can satisfy my crave for good shoes/slippers/sandals. Now I'm still contemplating whether to join sprees or to go down to wheelock and just get a pair.
And I wish I can dress up mei mei for once and go paint the town red!! It's been eons since I last did that...even the outing on friday with the babes wasn't counted...coz I came from somewhere else and I was feeling so tired out already. How to paint the town red like that you tell me?
Exams are coming!!! OMFG!!! It's gonna be the most challenging exam yet...coz I have 10 modules this sem....you heard right. You hear it here first. Hahaha. :) I think I am turning into GOD already. oh I wish I'm in GOD MODE also. Hahahaha. Then I dun have to feel so tired.... (eh just looking at my notes I'm tired already). :(
2 more project reports due, 10 modules worth of 2 yrs A-level equivalent stuffs to study, all in the space of 21 days. Yup.
And I am blogging away. -_-
Not to mention still got special sem coming up, FYP presentation coming up.....so many things to do before I can finally graduate.
If I graduate.
Blah~!! Keep the faith!!!!
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 6:35 PM
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Some photos!!
So it was nice to awake early in the morn, to have breakfast at BK's.
So it was nice to go shopping at Giant for stuffs together and entertain each other with endless craps while waiting at the cashier.
So it was exciting on the drive back to his house, thanks to many bad drivers.
So it was nice to rot in front of the comp, play Samurai Sam, and listen MB.
So it was nice to make our long-awaited sandwiches, despite the incessant naggings by her.
So it was nice to nap together, so that the car gets washed, so that we can fetch her.
So it was nice we finally made it to the park, despite the naggings by her and the lack of parking lots.
So it was nice to set down the tatami mat, watch the plastic bag fly away, and chase after it.
So it was nice to sit down, feel the sea breeze and eat our sandwiches.
So it was nice to talk to each other, enjoy the sea, look at kids playing sand, people flying kites.
So it was nice to take silly pictures and videos, and laugh at ourselves.
So it was nice to continue our time together at the airport, with the nice-but-expensive wanton noody and the free teh-oh the auntie forgot to charge.
So it was nice trying to roam the airport, oohing-ahhing at the changes, bioing pretty SQ stewardesses with their hubbies/bfs.
So it was not-so-nice that the viewing gallery is no longer in existence.
So it was nice that we ended the night with more heart-to-heart talk.
So it was nice. :)
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 12:34 AM
Utterly defeated.
Totally gone.
Screwed upside down and inside out.
Aimless.
Crazy.
The sun shines on.
The heart weeps.
The brain is overworked.
Fingers no longer feel.
Life no longer living.
Lack of warmth.
Sense of helplessness.
Being toyed.
Loss of inspiration.
Hope given up.
Obselete.
Drained.
Gone.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 11:34 AM
It's all things nice and lovely, fun and wonderful!! Oh! And I have another one...concerning my birth month... outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisteroius.VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an"everything's peachy" attitude. loves screaming, talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. loves to flirt. hates being left out. hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious."charming" or "beautiful" to a special person. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. Oooh! So true!! I hate studying!!! LoL~~~~ =P And clement always says I'm beautiful even when I feel so ugly. Blah~~~ **************************** Anyway today's like such an interesting day...met up with a few friends whom I haven't seen a very long time...that friend of mine has got a new gf!! So I very kay poh wanna know her lor.. lol~ So popped by his room and took a peep...and in the end we all ended up going to JEC for shakes and KFC. So she's like perfect for him sia...And I'm happy for him too!! Like so nice that he finally found someone whom he can be totally himself with rather than having to watch every word he says... I think this is much much better yah?? =p And I was speaking to the Prez about finding that one other person....he just said something which is quite meaningful: "You know, the whole world can throw crap at you and really make you feel lousy, but at the end of the day, you know that you have someone out there, and everything else is insignificant." (Not an accurate quote, but the gist is there...ha ha.) Wahhhh. So profound. And yet so true. I've always been quite amazed at the way he can tolerate the other friend who's throwing crap at him sometimes...becoz that friend threw crap at me before and all I wanted to do was to strangle him and kill him. Haha. And when he dua us for project meeting I also wanted to kill him already. LoL~~ But yet the Prez can tahan!! And I am so amazed. But after he said that to me...I realised that I shouldn't really make everything matter so much....like what's the point right!?! People who intent on screwing up your life will continue to do so...people who throw crap will continue to do so...like why worry so much sia!!! Ooh. But I don't have any someone out there...or rather, I don't really feel this way with clement. Maybe because we both always made it a point to avoid talking about our own problems, difficulties whatsoever.....I don't have that inclination to tell him everything, just like he never tells me anything. Gee. I think this is unhealthy but it's always been this way between us for a long long time... But of course if he throws crap at me I would probably collapse liao lor...haha. Just imagine having the one you care for most giving you nonsense and being really mean to you....it's 10000x worse than having other people throwing crap at you (or maybe, just as bad). I don't think it will ever happen and I hope not... But with or without clement, I'm getting quite good at this "block every unpleasant thing out" business. Now when something pisses me off, I just go "dunno, dun care". And it's getting better everytime another person pisses me off/makes me sad/gives me crap. Yes, I'll be hurt. Yes, I'll wonder if it's my problem, if it's my fault. But this lasts for like a max of 1 hour. After that, I will employ the "dunno, dun care" attitude. I shall take it that I dunno, so I dun have to care. Wahaha~~ Nothing can get me down now. Haha. I will only let things/people that are closest to my heart matter to me. Everything else can just get out of the way. Sometimes I just feel that being too nice/too good/too caring is not good. Some people don't appreciate it. Some people just smack it back into your face. Some people just totally ignore it. Worse, some people pretend to be nice back and then strike a dozen knives into your back later. So, since my presence in their lives is so redundant, I don't mind just retreating...better for her and me and the whole wide world huh!! And I can't tahan when people get so hypocratical....gee. There's no need to pretend to like me just because I am around, and then hate me after I go off. -_-!! Eh, not tiring meh?? I feel so tired just thinking of it. It takes a lot of energy to be so pretentious...you not tired I also tired. LoL~~~ ********************************* The above post...started on 3rd March 2006, ended today (6 March 2006). aka Very Slow! =P
MY FYP IS COMPLETED!!! (wanted to use finished. BUT sounds like a bad omen. Wahahaha)
So I was saying, MY FYP IS COMPLETED!! Hip Hip Hurray!!!
Wahahahaha.
Okie. At least till my prof throws it back at me again. :p
Alrite!! So to "celebrate" my completeness of FYP, I shall do a quiz.....
you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.
the Helper
Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.
How to Get Along with Me
In Intimate Relationships
What I Like About Being a Two
What's Hard About Being a Two
2s as Children Often
Twos as Parents
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 6:45 PM
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