I will be looking forward to a spanking new phone!!
Oooh. I can't wait!! =D
To understand why, look at my incompatibles.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 12:39 AM
You Are A Professional Girlfriend! 
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
Dunno how true...but oh well. :) I strive my best. lol~!
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:27 PM
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Just finished part of my FYP rpt. And it's not even 1 chapter. And I'm gonna see my prof.
Reason I'm online till so late is becoz I needed to finished at least 90% of my chapter before I go to see him. If not, I feel really really bad.
And I took time off this afternoon to visit my ah kong.
Before I went, I was dreading it. Coz I wanted to stay in to do my FYP.
But I know if I don't, I will feel bad. Feel guilty. Whatever stuffs...
So I went in the end.
I'm really really glad I went.
I'm really really glad I made him smile.
That, is enough to make me sacrifice some sleep to do my FYP till so late.
If by sleeping a little lesser can make my ah kong smile and be happier, I will do it.
Because I know, there isn't much time left...
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:07 AM
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You Are a Normal Girl 
You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:25 PM
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4 People you will Meet in your Lifetime
My friend (the Prez) say I never include him in the 3 people you will meet in your lifetime. So I decided he shall be the 4th person!! And what is this 4th person? Haha. He/She is someone who's very important in the course of study...and he/she changes at every stage of your studying life...haha...sometimes he/she will be helpful, sometimes he/she will not be so helpful lor... But!! My friend (the Prez) is very helpful lar!! Haha.
Easy to guess...he/she is the study mate! Hehe~ First had a study mate way back in Secondary school...we always go to the then-World Trade Centre to study...either at Mac's or at WaffleTown...I liked!!! And it was great because after a day of studying, at night we would go to the sea side to blow sea breeze and chit-chat. Like such a great reward!! Haha.
And in JC I think I had a few study mates....but the most consistent one is my pri-sec-JC-colleague-Uni friend. Very long hor? LoL~ Yup...anyway we spent countless days at Delifrance @ Anchorpoint studying together. Oh. One thing I liked about Delifrance...they never, ever chase you away. Sometimes when studying at fast-food outlets or something, those cleaners are inclined to chase you away because they feel you are taking up space. But never once in Delifrance. I think I was an avid supporter of Delifrance man!! Haha.
And now in Uni...well, I had different groups. Haha. In first year I had my bros, 2nd year I still stucked with one of them (coz we both stay in the same hall and it's easy to run off to reading room once in a while!), 3rd year I was largely on my own (is clement counted? Haha)...but 4th year I had the Prez!! Hahaha. (Eh! I mentioned you at last! Happy or not. :p) The Prez is a great studying partner...because he gave me crash-course in almost every module we took. Hahaha. Even this particular horrid module which spells repel repel repel everytime I looked at it, he actually went through the lecture notes, made me understand, went through all tutorials until I understood!!! Wah, I think I wouldn't have passed this module if not for him. Hehehe.
We are gonna repeat the feat this sem. Haha. Hopefully I get to teach him stuffs instead of him always teaching me. Hahaha. :p And our fave place of study? Mac @ West Coast Park. Hehehe. I think we sat there for more than 12 hours once...9 or 10AM in the morning till 10pm at night. I thought I grew roots on the seats already. But we went Fong Seng to makan after that!! Haha. Luckily.
Haha. So there you go. My (revised) list of 4 people (or is it more) you will meet in your life time! Hehehe.
My Weekend 17-19 Feb
Quite a great one!! Haha. Clement came over to stay for the weekend. And we had the whole house to ourselves so it was very shiok. Hahaha. Went to fix up a new computer for him on Friday, after that we went to my place, enroute to JE for some drinks and food. Haha. We were damn tired (he had to work and I had 8.30AM lecture THAT morning) so went bed early lor. Haha.
And on Saturday we had plans to go town, but since it was raining heavily, so we stayed in, went to the hawker centre opposite for brunch, and I helped him dye his hair!! Wahaha!! My virgin attempt at DIY hair dye. Haha. And it's on poor clement's hair because the end result? Very uneven lor. hahaha. Only the top part of the head was brown....the rest was half-there, half not there. And he kept trying to convince himself there's something there. LoL~ Kept tilting his head left and right under the sunlight. Oh, maybe the sides do have some...but the top of his head was most brown de lar. Haha.
After that I felt guilty enough to do my FYP. Hiak hiak. Coz main reason I stayed for the weekend was because I wanted to do some FYP too. Time is a bit tight ah!!! So while I did my FYP clement munch stuffs and read newspapers lor. Reading about Budget 2006!! Btw, I just found out I'm entitled to 800 bucks (I think)!! And clement's only entitled to 400 bucks!! Haha. Oh but I am unemployed so I may not get that 800 bucks. But it's still nice to dream!! Haha.
And after my ardous FYP thingy...we went out for dinner!! Haha. Took my daddy's car out so it will be more convenient...wanted to eat chili rice (one of my craves!), go IMM (HK Shop!!) or go Ginza for KFC. In the end we settled for KFC, since we were lazy to go too far and I still had tons of stuffs to do. Damn exciting ok!! After our meal on our way back we saw that carpark auntie issuing summons liao...so we both kan cheong to see whether my dad's car got summoned or not. If kena then very ma fan lor...have to explain. Haha.
Luckily never! Our coupon expired already. Haha. So quickly drove back home. Hehe~
So I went home, did some ironing while clement surf net on my lappie. And we watched Kate & Leopold on Ch. 5. Romantic comedy mah!! Very suitable although the conditions weren't very romantic lor. Haha. But all the same it's nice to be around each other while doing our own stuffs. And I showed clement some of the forums for weddings and such online. So while I did my ironing he was ring-shopping online liao lor. LoL~ And he exclaimed that we girls are ridiculous judging by the way how some of the girls can dissect a rock (in this case, a diamond) into so many ways. And after that he said, "eh, I think all the girls on the forum very rich leh. Wah kao! Everyone going for 8k, 9k ring."
I agree! LoL~ But told him that doesn't mean he can get away with a 2k ring hor. Wahaha. :p Anyway we both like this ring from Georg Jensen called "fusion", wah...I think he already had ideas to custom-made the ring already. LoL~ Die die also want it to be wedding band. So he said tomorrow (that's sunday) we shall go and take a look. If nice, can have a similar one made elsewhere. And after that he say all the other wedding bands dun look so good liao. -_-
Wah liew...I think he having fun bio-ing all the rings sia. Eh but I think I prefer Goldheart's wedding bands. LoL~ Plus comes with a free ring pillow mah!! Haha. Good eh. No need to headache over that. Hiak hiak.
I think we continued to bio all the rings till we fell asleep. Haha. So Sunday we woke up...went IMM for breakfast (Burger King!! My fave. :p) and then went to pick my family up after that. So after doing our duty, we went out together! Haha. I think that day was ring-shopping day because, we went ring shopping but bought nothing lor. And clement really dragged me into that Georg Jensen boutique (think high class in the league of those very expensive boutiques). He wanted to bio his Fusion ring. haha. Cannot take it leh!!! And he was wearing shirt and 3-quarts and slippers. While I wore jeans and a simple spag stripe top and slippers. Like so no-class to step into a high-class shop.
But okay lar. The sales person very nice...still took out all their fusion rings...got diamonds somemore!! OMG! Haha. But one ring is so ex!! So I just tried it on, bio it for a while and gave it back to her. All these while clement was chit-chatting with her lor. :) So after finished bio-ing we went off liao!! Haha. Clement had a "rush" and even suggested we step into Tiffany & Co. Oh but then he got cold feet when we stood outside. Coz inside looks so classy and we were too casual for words.
Or to say, belated V-day!! Haha. :p
And, happy Valentine's Day to me!! Though the day doesn't feel very valentine-ish at all lar...
Lemme see...woke up at 9.30am, realised that I have no lecture notes, promptly went back to sleep again...woke up at 10.30am, felt damn guilty, decided to go to school for another lecture. Hahaha.
Later went for design lab session, stoned for 2 hours before I called it quits and headed to canteen to eat. Dunno is it lunch or dinner...but I ate cai fan with many cai and fan. And my groupmate was like "later you still can eat dinner meh?" I can. Hahaha. My tummy has enormous flexibility. lol~~
So fast-forward...end of design lab session, group members still despairing over subnetting...I stayed on to despair with them lor. Hahaha. But 1-by-1 going out with gfs liao...so in the end we settle the subnet...and so I went over to town to meet the bf.
Orchard full of couples ah, flowers and all...haha. Remembered having this conversation with a friend while studying some time back...I asked him why he bothered buying flowers for his gf on V-day...he just told me, "Because it's V-day. You rather receive flowers on V-day or other day?" I had no answer then. Come to think of it, I think flowers is a must for V-day because most people have got the "other people have, I also must have" mentality...so of course if the bf gives the gf flowers on V-day..well, it makes her happy? LoL~~~
And I think if you carry flowers on V-day and walk around is less embarrassing lor. Coz everyone else also doing the same!
Suddenly remembered clement gave me flowers on my 1st birthday we celebrated together...I was so paiseh carrying the flowers...I gave it to him...later on we went shopping and I even asked for a big plastic bag to put the flowers in. Hahaha. So crappy.
After that the flowers died. I felt so sad. Like my 1st birthday pressie from my bf just died. -_- So I told clement never to give me flowers again lar. Haha.
Anyway! Met clement at orchard, then we wanted to eat at Ramen Ten at Far East Plaza. That was what I wanted. And then on our way there we got stopped by this lady giving us Ajisen Ramen coupons. So we both decided to be cheapo and use the coupons. Hahaha. Our dinner like that settle le lor.
Never go reserve table never go plan. The only plan was we meet in orchard that day. Hahaha.
Well, if the mood is right, everyday also can be valentine's day. Now I truly understood the meaning. :p After all our misunderstandings and hurt and whatsoever and the resolving of issues, seems that we are finally progressing on. LoL~ Sounds cheesy but it feels this way now. I'm glad.
Oh! And we went to watch our very first fireworks together on Saturday. Best of all, we were having arguments for the whole evening. So he not happy, I not happy. Then we not happy and even managed to walked all the way from Marina Square to Esplanade Waterfront to watch fireworks. And since we not happy, the 2 of us just stood there like stone statues like that. He looking ahead. I look at the floor. -_-
Then suddenly fireworks started...I looked up. He looked down and pulled me close. And he had one hand on my shoulder the other hand on the camera while taking the videos. Fireworks really very very nice!!! Too bad if you missed it. Hahaha.
When the fireworks ended, he kissed my forehead and said he'll always love me.
That's it. Our argument resolved. wahahaha. So we no longer angry at each other already. And we managed to talk things through again. Lol~
Sometimes, I think communication with that other half is an art man! Sometimes you just say the wrong things, sometimes you just need to have a proper environment to say things. Sometimes the best way is simply not say anything at all. :)
I'm still learning. Haha.
Anyway, the camera didn't managed to catch fireworks in the end, because, after clement off the cam, the camera showed "card error". So no fireworks on record.
But still, it's also good...erased the bad memories of watching our 1st fireworks together. Haha. Sometimes, things just happen for a reason huh!
Okie. I side-tracked. Actually I wanted to blog today because I wanted to blog about my health screening. LoL~ I very happy because I have been given a clean bill of health!! No problems with blood pressure, urine, blood. Haha. And my cholestrol is healthy! Yay. :p My body fat is around 28%, quite high I think. So not so good. But they took my height and weight and that's the reason to cheer about! Almost. See, I am just 1kg more than what I used to weigh in JC/Sec Sch. So happy. Before that I was at least 2kg more. After I met clement, I became 4kg more.
It's been a tough struggle to get my weight down since. But okay lar, I did try to exercise more often, I did try to eat a bit lesser. LoL~ Eh I think my "too lazy to get food" attitude kinda works. Although I can't say it's healthy. Hahaha.
Ok but since body fat is kinda high, have to work on it. Time to really exercise!! LoL~
By the way, the lady say I got very nice abs! Hahaha. Like so funny because right below the abs got a layer of tummy fat already lor!!! Buay tahan. And the abs is like "now you see it, now you don't!"
Oh man. 28% fats means 28% of me must be wobbling here and there. Horrible image to think about.
Ah! And after the whole screening still got hand spa!! Haha. The lady massaged my fingers, then dipped my whole hand into the wax. And after that just wrapped my hand in plastic to let the wax cool. So fun!! Suaku me first time try this kind of thing. So very exciting. Haha.
And the lady who did my hand said I look very young! Ask me whether I reach 21 already or not. hahaha. I wonder if she is for real. If she is, I very happy lar!! My attempts to look young has succeeded! Lol~~~
So after the whole thing ended liao, went for talk. It's for 3rd year peoples, but I went coz of my FYP. But very good ah, got a lot of freebies. Some of the souvenirs are very innovative! Like this little girl magnet. Next time I take pic then put bah... :p
Okie. I very long-winded I think. :p Time to take a break.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 9:56 PM
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This is bad...all my priorities are wrong...and my assignments are all due-ing without my knowledge. Acks.
And I have 3 quizzes coming at me after the hols!!! Help help!!!
And my FYP is a major headache now. With report to rush, prof to see and the loose-ends to tie up.
Haiiii~~~~~
But, I know, I can, If I set my Mind to It.
Yeah!!
It's nice to know you have people supporting you (they come from the most unlikely places) when you start losing confidence in yourself. You know, they are like an immunisation shot...to prevent you from kena-ing that disease called "Losing Self-Esteem". Hahaha. So when my immunity starts to waver....someone will definitely be around to remind me that I can do it.
I'm blessed. :p
Okie I want to talk about the Three People You Will Meet in your lifetime. Sounds philosophical right? Haha.
Well, maybe not for everyone who will meet these 3 people...and for some people, that "3 people" may turn out to be 1 person...and that will be really fortunate. :) But for people like me, I would rather meet 3 separate people...because I meet them at different stages of my life...I learnt.
Oh, so the 1st person will be.... *drumroll* Dream Guy
He's significant because he will encompasses everything and anything I ever expected from a guy, from looks to built, from character to temperament. He will be 100% of what I expected, and more. For me, I already met him. Heehee. And yes, he's tree trunk!! Wahahaha~
But of course since he's a dream guy...he's like a dream come true, which I feel doesn't have any sense of reality at all (oh but when is there any reality when it comes to a dream guy right!) And he's like, the 1st person whom I speak to I feel so shiverish and so nervous. Haha. Oh but even though I felt this way, I still enjoyed being around him. Haha. So funny right. Even seeing his name on my mobile caller-ID I just get excited already. Wahaha~~
Plenty of nice shared memories with him...unfortunately we lost contact ever since. *shrugs*
Okie. So 2nd person will be... *drumroll* Soul Mate
Haha. I put this person as the "2nd" one but he appeared last. Oh! But I'm glad he still appeared. Hahaha. So what emcompasses a "Soulmate"? He (or she) must be someone whom you are totally comfy with, can talk nonsense, laugh, and have meaningful discussions with. Haha. Oh, and since for me it's a "HE", so another thing...he should be someone whom I can feel like we are really good friends without having to worry about those stupid BGR thingy. Even better...he can advise me and so can I. Hahaha. :p
Anyway at this moment "he" may still not be the true soulmate...though I feel he's likely the one. hahaha. But I'm enjoying every minute being around him!! :)
And so, the last person will be.... *drumroll* My Mate
Ah. Cheesy name. LoL~ Aka "The One". Geddit? :p Though no one will tell you that there's such thing as "The One", it is just by how far you feel that he's "one" enough for you. :P How will you know? This sort of things...you will just "know" it lor...after spending time together. :) That's why got pat-tuology for couples mah. To suss out that "one". Haha.
And my "one"? As crappy as me, full of lame jokes, lame ideas, and we are both so lame together...but not only that lar. We are supposed to be able to support each other, encourage, motivate each other...this sort of thing. Sharing the same goals, same dreams, same future together. Er...everything and more lar.
But he does not have to be my dream guy (too nervous/shiverish, very jia lat!), he doesn't have to be my soulmate (I prefer someone else, seriously). But he's got to be the "one"...like I just know it. And it will be great if he thinks I'm the "one" too. Haha.
Oh yah I forgot to add we should be compatible (or almost) for everything...in terms of body language, mindset, looks (?!) and everything else. Haha.
There you go. My list of 3 People You Will Meet in your lifetime. Hahaha. :p
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 11:38 PM
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"You are my empress you know?"
"Huh...then you are emperor ah?"
"Yah lor. Our children is prince and princess mah."
"Eee. Dun want. Empress is always the bad woman who is very bad towards concubines."
*pause*
"OH! You want to have concubines issit!!" *death look*
"No no...that's not what I mean..." *panic look*
"You FATUOUS EMPEROR!!"
wahahaha~~~
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:39 PM
I found my soulmate already. *grins*
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:16 AM
10 Useless Facts About Me
1. I have very bad eyesight.
2. I have chapped lips all the time.
3. I can blow bubbles with my saliva. (a la Stefanie Sun)
4. I can roll my tongue.
5. I am a super great procastinator.
6. I cross my legs 2 times around.
7. I buy books but do not read them.
8. I look super old with long hair.
9. Coffee no longer keeps me awake.
10. I am sleepy in the day and at night I can't sleep a wink.
And I am in desperate need of a nice, good tan!! No matter what they may say about the sun's effects on skin cancer or how I might age 10 years just by being under the sun.
I hope I don't outbreak before this Sat...because this Saturday is very very important.
I have a fighting urge to go swimming so that I can exercise and have a tan.
I am looking for reasons not to go to school unless absolutely necessary. Kill me.
I am ridiculously busy with assignments and FYP report and I'm suffocated. Help.
I am not looking forward to V-day because I have a project to rush and the date due is V-day.
I am trying to lose weight...by not doing anything. Including eating.
But I am not aneroxic. I think 90% of the time I am too lazy to get food so I don't eat. Haha.
I am turning crazy soon. Bleah bleah bleah.
And this post is totally incoherent. Haha.
I want to get married!! -_-
But I dunno who I want to marry...lol~ I want to get married because I wanna move out of my house into a home of my own.
And then I don't have to answer to my mom everyday lor. :p
I want to sleep more but all I have done is to sleep late and wake up late and never turn up for lessons.
Why my life so hectic huh...notenoughsleep notenoughsleep notenoughsleep!!!!
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:51 PM
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Unsettled.
Un-liked.
Outcast.
Ostracized.
Oooh...why am I not surprised?! As if in the 1st place I should expect anything, anything at all.
Like this then I can stop whatever I'm doing already. What for go the extra mile and be nice right?
Bleah~
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:24 AM
"On the scale of 1 - 10, how happy are you with me?"
"8 lor..."
"I never say 1 is what leh...1 is happiest, 10 is most unhappy leh....so you are unhappy with me lar..."
"Is this a trick question then.... -_-!! I meant 10 as most happy lar!!!"
"Orrrh...like that ah..."
*pause*
"Then do you know that being with you, I'm always at a 10?"
"Wah! That means you very unhappy with me lor!!!" *grins*
"Where got..you say 10 is most happy mah..."
"10 is most happy by my definition....10 is most unhappy by your definition mah... "
"Eh...where got like that one!!!"
"You say one mah...." *shrugs*
*Looks on grumpily*
"Then what if I make you unhappy, or I late leh?"
"Then it is 9.5 lor...but most of the time still 10 lar...you always make me very happy you know?"
He's just so cute. :P
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 9:24 AM
I think today is like, the most hectic day since CNY. Haha. Coz it includes bai nian at 2 places and a hospital visit.
Clement came over to my house to bai nian with my family...so of course later I had to go to HIS house to bai nian too. Anyway we went to his house then we were talking about 4D lor...and his mom offered to help us go down buy. Haha...so while she went downstairs to buy 4D we played the PS2. :)
Later on 3 of us went Thomsom Medical Centre to visit clement's sis-in-law (bro's wife lor). His da sao just gave birth, so go see baby!! Haha. One thing that struck me about TMC is that it looks like a hotel more than a hospital lor. Even the room which the da sao stayed look like a hotel room, save for that curtain and that hospital bed. Somemore got coffee-and-tea making facilities, an attached toilet....and got a sofa-bed (presumably for the husband lor).
So posh!!!
Anyway the baby so cute! But got no name yet. Haha. And the baby is so tiny wor...so small and so fragile like that. haha. When we went in the baby sneezed 8 times in one shot. So clement took it a sign as we are going to "fa" already lor. LoL~ And the sneezing baby looked so cute wor!! Haha. And then after that he started shivering like very cold like that. So tiny and so cute. Haha.
Then after that we had dinner le then went over to clement's friend's place lor. Not really to bai nian, but more like just meet up and chit-chat. Haha. Somemore his friend's place is condo, so must go bio bio a bit. Haha.
The condo very nice wor!! The whole set up looks very western style, there will be a table in the middle of the kitchen with an attached sink and the stove by the wall. Woo...I like this kind of setting! Can be a bar and also a preparation table for cooking.
But like most condo, it is small lar. 2 rooms only. So for the 2 of them (husband and wife) just nice lor. One is the master bedroom and the other is the study. But hor, the whole house look very zen-like, with whites and browns and blacks. And the whole house is air-conditioned. The air-con for the living room spans the whole width of the room so it's impossible not to feel cool there.
I think it will be very expensive to have such air-con in the house. Hahaha.
Anyway it's very funny, because this is the first time I'm meeting his friends after being together for so long...and his friends were like "At last I get to see you!!" And then after that they started drilling me about how we met. LoL~ So paiseh to talk about it man....
Then later on his friend was dying for a smoke so we decided to chill by the pool. Like so nice right? If I live in a condo I would do that too. Hahaha. And so we took glasses of wine (for me, it was green tea) and went down to the beach chairs.
I think I would like to go there and sun-tan man. Hahaha.
So we chit-chat about lots of stuffs...school stuffs, people, and who's hen-pecked. Hahaha. Clement's friend, A, told me that he (clement) is a very good and matured guy...blah blah blah...another friend who was present also "praised" him...lol~ I couldn't believe my ears man. And then his wife started saying, "clement, later 50 bucks to each of us ok!" Hahaha. So duh...
And I realised why clement hated clubbing so much...that's because he went Zoukout and then in the end it was a Zonked Out experience for him and he even hallucinated a lot of stuffs. Hahaha...his friend in the end had to accompany him the whole night because he was so worried something would happen to him. LoL~ No wonder clement doesn't like drinking and he doesn't club at all.
Yup...and back to the hen-pecked stuffs...they all feel that clement is very hen-pecked lor....goodness!!! I didn't even realised that lor....hahaha. As if I always stop him from doing what he wants....most of the time it is himself who made the decision to turn down his friends rather than letting me know what's going on with his friends.... -_-!! I feel so wronged can...bleah~
And A was damn funny....he was trying to convince his wife to let him go watch movie and drinking with his friends. LoL~ Of course, with the help of the other friend present lar. Since they used to go clubbing and drinking almost every week in the past, the wife is of course worried lor. And A was telling his wife he needs male-bonding!!! Hahaha. And the wife was like, "soccer is also male-bonding wat!" Hahaha. 11 smelly sweaty men bonding over a ball sia...lol~~~
They are such a cute couple. Hahaha. I like clement's friends...very nice to talk crap and at least everyone's has the same wavelength kind of humour lor. Haha. After the whole thing they are like "Nice to meet you and hope to see you more often." Haha...and then they looked at clement expectantly. lol.
And so that was the end of my hectic day. :)
Clement and I are okay le. Funny sometimes how things can turn around in a matter of days. Haha.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:41 AM
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Received the Perlini's Silver catalogue earlier today, and so I was browsing through it.
It's the time of the year...you know it, Valentine's Day!!!
Frankly I feel that this day is overrated. Like why the heck must a couple be extravagant on this day just to show their love to each other?! Aren't other days important as well?
And I don't like walking on the streets on this day...it's like throw one stone and you will sure hit someone with a bouquet of flowers. And also, catch this, that smug look on their faces that says "I've got someone special but YOU haven't!"
Like so what? Got boyfriend (because it's always the girls with that look) so very xin fu meh? Got boyfriend then can show off meh? Got flowers on this day so what? So expensive and cannot eat what. Hahaha.
Alright, back to the main topic. Haha. I don't hate V-days, but I hate it the way that couples purposely try to out-do each other by exhibiting their big bouquet of flowers, like trying to see who's gf got a bigger bouquet. LoL~ Like exhibitng love rather than celebrating love. -_-!!
So you spend 500 bucks on V-day...for the rest of the month you eat grass eat air lor. Hahaha.
Anyway, I just wanted to air my thoughts on V-day. But back to the main topic, I realised that Perlini's Silver has got some pretty stuffs this time round! I seldom like Perlini's stuffs because I find it too mass-produced (there are so many Perlini's Silver everywhere!) and I find that everything looks the same to me after a while.
This is my fave:
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 3:57 PM
Fling, Flang, Flung
That's the rules of the game. :)
Fling - You start out as a fling...
Flang - The fling is stale....you are left flanging there...
Flung - When all else fails, you will be flung away like a piece of rubbish.
True? Or Not?
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 12:41 PM
You know you've been part of a couple for too long when...
1. You feel like you are doing the same things over again and again.
2. You sometimes wonder what is it like to be single again.
3. You feel that doing whatever your partner says, becomes a chore.
4. You feel like being together becomes a habit.
5. You feel unable to say the truth for fear of hurting the partner.
Well. So much for being in a couple for too long eh? :) And whatever happened to true love and all the what-nots?
Frankly, it doesn't matter anymore.
I don't really believe in love. Like what is love?! Like is there any definition for love? Love is all the actions you have done for him/her...no matter whether he/she knows of it or not. Most importantly is that you wanted to do it for him/her, just because.
If that is love, then I must be a selfish lover. I take but I don't give. I give only when I feel like it.
For once, I can safely say that I didn't feel ripped apart. I didn't feel like I lost something of me. In fact, I'm feeling pretty good about the whole issue. It's a good thing we decided about certain things between us. It's good to know that he isn't forcing himself any longer...and I'm sure he won't be, after tonight. :)
I'm glad for this, because halfway through all my demands, I realised that I've been the one who's pushing things along...and it felt too one-sided. By then, I didn't know how to call it off, because by calling it off it would seem like I'm temperamental, but if I didn't, I don't know how far I can continue pushing.
So in the end, we had our much-awaited-and-needed talk, and things were resolved. So simple!! Don't know why it took so long....but it did. And I'm glad it's over. Now I can move on with a clear head...so can he....and for the time being we shall shelve our plans for the future.
Leave it to time and fate to decide on the ending huh?
But ultimately, I must be thankful for meeting someone so special in my life...he just popped out of nowhere, made me as happy as I could ever be, and I am really glad for it.
If we don't work out in the end, I have no regrets...because I know I will be due for more fantastic people in my life! Hehe~
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:52 AM
These few days just flew!!! So soon that the CNY holidays are over and I'm going for lessons again tomorrow. Oh, make that today, in about 10 hours time. -_-!!
Feeling damn sian....
Gone are the days of playing warcraft, slacking, reading my mags, clearing my barangs (I still have a lot!!) and the what-nots.
And I realised I missed out a lot on chu er because everyone got so busy!!!
Haiiiz. My bros had gathering, my JC babes had gathering...but I turned both down because I got to go house visiting. And at my mom's orders. Sheesh~
Didn't want to go visiting on chu er but my mom was like "they are your elders! Must go and pay respects! If not they will say I never teach you properly!"
I don't think they care at all leh. Some of my cousins were MIA also wat. They don't care, their parents don't care too.
I think if I didn't go, at most my sis would be bored to death because she will have no one to talk to.
Coz on my father's side of relatives, me and my sister are the youngest...so the older ones will not talk to us because there's really nothing in common to talk about. Anyway all my cousins prefer to talk among themselves...in their eyes I'm always a xiao mei mei...not to mention my sis...so there.
We always kena ignored!! Sheesh~
Even if I did talk to my cousin...5 mins later the conversation dies down...and I get the "you are just a xiao mei mei" vibe and that pisses me off. Hahaha.
The only cousin who doesn't treat me like xiao mei mei is in US, she couldn't come back for new year this time round...so too bad... *shrugs*
In a way I'm glad that I'm done with the CNY visiting. Can't imagine if I got to sit through and look demure and all the while trying to think of conversation topics with my cousins.
Very tedious!!!
I'm only left with clement's house to vist for the CNY...which I hope won't be too bad lar.
At least, I expect him to support me...but of course, if he doesn't, I must also be prepared to fend for myself too.
However I have had experience in this case already...shouldn't be a problem. Hahaha. This is machiam like "worst case scenario" sia...lol~~
Anyway suddenly I'm wondering if it's very rude of me not to go to his place on chu yi or chu er....and waiting until like...this weekend which is chu qi already. Seems that my cousins' gfs all came early on either 1st or 2nd day....whereas me will put it off till later in the CNY season...like very rude? Hmm...or am I thinking too much.
Over le....so I guess it doesn't matter anymore.
In fact, lots of things doesn't matter anymore le. It's just how you look at it. If it's gonna matter, then no matter how trivial that thing is, it will definitely matter. If you choose to let it not matter, then it won't matter even if it's terribly important.
So it's a matter of perspective!! Hahaha.
Dunno what the heck I'm ranting. LoL~ Oh well it's late at nite again, so it's like a time for all those overwhelming and deep stuffs.
And one more thing. I feel like I'm actually sick of eating already. Like I have been eating so much that now I look at food the last thing I wanna do is to eat it. Dunno what the heck is wrong with me.... -_-
Must be I chu yi ate too much le!! Imagine...at 11AM I woke up, my mom asked me eat brunch...then 1PM reached my grandma's place only to realised she also prepared lunch...so I had to eat out of courtesy. And then after that at 4PM at my aunt's place, she also prepared a meal for us....by then...I dunno what meal am I supposed to be eating le. Lunch? Dinner? Or high-tea?!?!
Wah biang....11AM I had a darn full brunch...coz I didn't know my grandma serving lunch at her place (none of my family members knew!!) and at 1PM I ate a bit only...mostly all the dishes and no rice...have to eat to make my grandma happy, because she actually cooked this time round..so I just took a bit of every dish and put on my plate lor. And then at 4PM, my aunt served us 1 bowl of rice each with 6 dishes!! And actually my whole family were already so darn full already...but my aunt just scooped 4 bowls of rice and laid out the utensils and dishes on the table, then she told us she prepared le...tell us to eat.
Before that already told her nevermind...so she do the other way round first..prepare already can call...so too paiseh to say No....so I ate again lor....
I think that day I looked like pregnant woman with at least 4 months of baby man....got a huge tummy!!! -_-
In a span of 5 hours, I ate almost 3 full meals. Wanna die already. And maybe that's why in the end for the next 2 days (that's yesterday and today) I couldn't be bothered to eat. I look at bak kwa and it doesn't look so appetising anymore. I look at pineapple tarts and I don't even feel like eating it. I look at all the CNY goodies on the table and I couldn't bear to eat it already.
All because of my 1st day of CNY gorging session!! (It's all vegetarian somemore. LoL~)
I think I rather go hibernate or something and avoid looking at food at all. Hahaha.
On a sidenote, I heard first day of CNY eat vegetarian food will be as good as eating vegetarian for the whole year. Well, I certainly don't feel very holy now, but I still feel so damn full thinking back. Hahaha.
Maybe it's a good thing that I'm avoiding food now like plague. When I look at food I will think of the very-full sensation I had during the 1st CNY day and all my appetite just disappears. Don't have to worry about gaining weight?! I still very scared that I can't fit into my CNY clothes which I bought some time back. Hahaha.
Sekali after CNY all my cravings for new year goodies come back liao. *smacks forehead*
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:28 AM
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