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Sunday, November 28, 2004

Bridget Jones' Diary

Went to watch this movie today! :) And I liked it a lot...it's kinda cheesy but yet very sweet and touching! But it's quite funny lar...Mark Darcy, Bridget's love interest looks like a mu4 tou2, but then he is very sweet in his own way wor. And Hugh Grant's role crap...all the time in the show his brain is just sex. Bleah. The plot is your typical love story lor...whereby the couple (aka Bridget and Mark) breaks up, and then realise that after all these while they still love each other lar. Typical love story with lots of funny interludes.

Tomorrow I will be watching Princess Diaries'. At long last! The whole world has watched it except me...even my friend, who always complain that I finish watching all the movies liao, has already watched it! They so stylo can, watch during the midst of exams.

And then on Tuesday I will be going swimming/tanning! Hope it doesn't rain lar. Wanted to go last Friday but ended up raining! So no sun = no swimming lar. Nowadays the weather keep rain and rain. Haiz~ So sad can.

On Wednesday I will be going JB! At long last...haha. My bros kept jio-ing and I kept rejecting...at least now got chance to go with them le. 3 of them going to China next year liao wor...so probably won't get to meet for the next 6 months or so lor. So this is like, one of our last gatherings unless we all got time for BBQ again. So exciting can! Been such a long time since I went over to M'sia to makan liao... think got around 2 years le...

So this is my timetable so far lar. I so busy, where got time to unpack? My father resorted to throwing everything into the storeroom lor....so probably Thurs/Fri will be spent unpacking lor. That's if I don't find the weather too good and sleep the day away lar!

Oh, actually I thought of going over to Mr. Clement's house to watch Please Teach Me English. It's a super funny show...watched it in cinema and now I wanna watch it again. The other day we walked pass this VCD shop and they were showing it....oh my, I shouldn't have stopped to watch. I stood there like a silly girl and laughed my head off. Even Clement also buay tahan sia. Feel like re-living the laugh-until-you-pengz feeling again. Haha. So liberating.

But then again, I need to pack my stuffs leh. Haiz~ See how bah. If go over, then must bring something over leh. How how how. The other time I made brownies for mr Clement wor...his mom was so impressed that I actually know how to make something. So funny. And mr Clement was sooo happie. See? Way to a guy's heart is through his stomach. Confirm man...so now holidays must learn how to make something. Haha~ Like this then can make Clement fall even deeper in love with me! Muahahaha~

And yesterday, I cut my hair! So happie so happie. At long last...no need to tie my hair up le! No need to feel hot and bothered over my hair! Literally. So I very happie lor. Although my father says I look like a simpleton with my new hair cut. Hmph~ Look like simpleton then look like simpleton lor. Can look like Jing Jing from Holland V minus the fringe. Wahaha~

The hair stylist darn stylo also. She was telling my mom that girls should learn how to da3 ban4 and put make up and dye hair de. If not got problem. LoL~ And then she finally made me understand why my hair keep falling sia. That's becoz of oily scalp! So she say dun keep washing the hair lar, if not all those chemicals from shampoo will stay on the scalp, and cause the hair to be oily lor. Sounds logical bah. Hmmmm....

Ok lar, it's late liaoz, I wanna go play game. Haha~

Till later,

Cheers~
Me, Myself, And I


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Friday, November 26, 2004

It's Been A Long Time!

I have been BeeeeeeeeeeeeZeeeey!

LoL~ Sounds like I am trying to act cute sia. -_- Anyway. Been busy sleeping, moving hall, packing stuffs. As of 1 pm of 26 Nov 2004, I announced that, I:
1. Still want to sleep
2. Still packing my stuffs
3. Haven't watch Princess Diaries.

Sad ah!! The only thing that I have done in completeness is *drumroll* ... ... ... Move Out of Hall! Haha. So the whole chunk of stuffs are back at home and my home is in a complete mess. Very jia lat okies. Coz now I have problems trying to fit everything I brought from hall in the tiny puny place I call home. Sheesh~ Which means I have to throw more things away to accomodate the increase in my property. Which is also very hard because I already throw away everything that I don't want liao. And all the things I have left is all I want de lor. How how...I need an extra place to store all my things sia.

Oh, I watched The Incredibles! Wahaha~ It's a darn funny show that's fabulously GOOOOOOD! LoL~ I love the baby the most (aka Jack-Jack). He is soooo cute! And extremely funny near the end of the movie. Really worth my time and money... I want to buy the cushion with Jack-Jack by MacDonald's leh...but just now I went Ginza, it was sold out! Everyone also got the same taste as me huh... Guess I have to contend with my wallpaper first!



Ta-Dah!


Nice huh! Dun have the baby leh. So sad can. I think the baby is the cutest liao wor. Heehee~

Anyway, things between me and Clement are like, "ironical" ever since my exams ended. While I was having my exams, I was wishing that it would quickly quickly end, so that I can spend more time with him (that doesn't consist of me studying and he lounging around doing nothing). Yet right now my exams have ended, it seems like we are spending even lesser time together. For instance, on his off days, he already has his program planned already, hence we don't meet. Then even when he has nothing planned, I would have something planned, so we don't meet again lar. It comes to the point whereby whether we meet or not, it's no longer an issue. When we both free then meet, or else is "to each, his own". Feels kinda weird because I previously thought that we will spend time together during his off days, and I plan my stuffs around his off days so I can meet him, things like that. Yet after a month or so of exams, everything between us have changed. Feels strange lar.

I told him so and he said "That's because we have the rest of our lives to spend together mah..."

Is it? Haha. I think I am being cynical about this whole thing again. Now I would tell him that the future's unpredictable and things like that. Haha~ I guess I am weird also lar. Dunno leh, I learnt not to take all he said for granted, when in the past I would want him to assure (and reassure) me that he will not let go of this relationship so easily. But I think it has come to a point whereby I no longer let it bother me already. If we have to part, then consider this whole thing as a learning experience lor. After all, we are just bf and gf mah...

Yups...and guess what? My IA (attachment) is soooo screwed. Dun even know whether I will have any company for my IA next sem or not. Bah~ Actually for the whole thing I've been quite suay lor, because firstly, I didn't managed to get my interviewing company then secondly, for the computer balloting round, none of my choices were given to me. To think we have 10 choices ok!! Not, 5 or 7, but 10 choices! And I still never kena one. So I thought maybe 3rd round, first-come-first-serve mah, probably can get the company I want lor. In the end, the school server kena jammed and people like me (registering from outside school) couldn't connect to the server lor. So those people who went to school to register will have a higher chance of registering compared to me. Sian 1/2.

So in the end I have to choose another interviewing company (which was lucky, because available!). Luckily I gave up hope on the non-interview companies fast, if not I won't even get the interviewing company I wanted. But then again, now that I chose liao, also depends on whether the company wants me or not lar. If they don't want, I have to choose my IA company again lar. And this time will be all those left-over companies lor. I don't hope for anything, just want a company near my place so that I don't have to travel too far every morning for work. Even with a measly pay of 500 bucks also ok lar, the most I don't eat big fish big meat (da4 yu2 da4 rou4) for lunch lor. Haha~

Actually mr Clement asked me to consider going to his company for IA. He siao ah! His company at Pasir Ris lor...from Clementi to Pasir Ris is like travelling 10,000 miles like that. I think I will faint from exhaustion first before I actually do proper work there. Wahaha~ Hm...but I did wonder what it would be like in his company (after hearing all his stories lar). The people there are like so wacko, and from what it says, seems like everyday go work also enjoy. Alas, even if I go for attachment there, he will be on night shift lor. Won't even get to meet. LoL~

Come to think of it, me and Clement are like, going through various tests of our relationship like that. Firstly, was the time when we were both studying in NTU, then after that it was when he started work and I was still studying...and then right now, coming next semester (year), it will be him working and me working too...and he still has his night shifts and day shifts....well, when I was studying it was easier, because on his free day we can always spend time together since my lessons end early too. But once I start work I will only have weekends free, so probably for us to co-ordinate our schedule also a bit difficult lar. See how it goes.

Anyway, worry about this when the time comes.

I have been playing The Sims 2 for the past week! Haha~ That's why I seldom come online too. Been making me and mr Clement work out a relationship. Now we have baby! LoL~ So fun okay! Haha~ The only bad part is that both of us will grow old and die off. I'm trying to prevent that by drinking the exlixir of life! Then they can prolong their adulthood. LoL~ So cheesy okies.

Some pictures:

Sleeping Together

I love this picture! So sweet! I like how the 2 of them cuddle up together and fall asleep. Sooo sweet! Even when one of them fall asleep first, the other will pull his pillow towards the partner and then cuddle together. So sweet! Hahaha~

Cheering mr Clement!

That's me lending moral support. Wahaha~ Clement actually knows how to play piano in the Sim-World!

Me and the Baby!

The baby was born "yesterday". Haha~ I think I want to make somemore babies. LoL~ If not got very little people to chuan2 zhong1 jie1 dai4. :p

That's it from me, hopefully the next time I blog I would have finished packing my stuffs le. :)

Cheers~
Loving-the-Sims-2-Jesslyn


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Sunday, November 21, 2004

Weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~

Finally! My exams are done! So happie okies. =) Being one of the first to start and the last to end can be a wee tad demoralising sometimes. (Demoralising = slacking... Sad huh)

Anyway right now I have like, so many things planned to do.

1. Arrange to go out!
KTV, shopping, kopi!!! Haha~~~ :p

2. Move out of hall.
Gonna return the keys on 30 Nov. So...I have roughly around 10 days to move out lar. And again...I have so many things sia...sigh.

3. Watch Movies!
Same as 1...LoL~ Go out = movie. :D I wanna watch Princess Dairies, Alexander, ...I dunno got what else. Wait till I flip my 8 Days. Heh~

4. Re-do this bloggie
It's still gonna remain the way it is, but somehow, I think I need to tweak a few stuffs. Like the comments and the archives. Still dun understand the blogger code. Argh.

5. Tidy up my house.
Since I'm gonna be staying back at home for at least, the next 6 months..I better do somethning. Haha. I have been surviving on very-untidy-table/room for the past 2 years (I think) liao...no motivation because I'm always thinking that I will be moving out to hall anyway. LoL.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Anyway. Today Clement and I went for the Singapore Motorshow! It's pretty cool, because got so many cars! And very nice cars! Haha. And babes too yah. =) But that's not the point. Haha. Never thought that I would be into cars, but today, after seeing so many cars of different shapes and sizes, the super luxurious one to the very normal one, I think I am a car-lover-convert.

May I present my fave car from the show...

Lexus LS430

Darn nice okies. Fell in love with it the moment I sat on it. The leather was good, the seat was very stylo, just push a button and it will lower down, move front, move up...blah and blah. Can make it until it fits your body shape perfectly. Very li hai okies...

Oh, and did I mention I simply lurrrve cars with wood-trimmings? (If you dunno what I mean, look at the sophia-lians post lar. Heh~) Wood trimmings seems to make the car look kinda posh leh. Haha. Only those luxurious big big car then have mah. LoL.

A Look at the Interior


Nice hor? LoL. Fell so-in-love with the car! Haha. So I told Clement that his goal is to get this car lar! Haha. Guess how much it costs? A whopping 300K okies!!! Normal cars cost around 60K-70K only lor. This one is too luxurious liao. Haha. Anyway, too many features liao. Go to the Lexus webbie if your are interested lar. Heehee~

Hm..some pics courtesy of mr Clement...

Me Inside the Lexus!

Take a look at the Interior!

Showgirl?

Haha! I was bo liao-ing away that's why ended up trying to act like all those showgirls lor. -_- Forgive me, I was too tired and unable to think coherently. Haha. Anyway I realised that those pictures that Clement took of me and the car were like, concentrating on me rather than the car, which defeats the whole of purpose of taking photos with the car! Hmph~~~

But then again, he thought the models were just average. Only 1 girl caught his eye...this pan-asian beauty. Even I have to agree, she was really beautiful lar. So I forgave him for bio-ing girls. :p

But looking through the photos, I realised he also never take much photos of those show-girls lar. Most on cars and me lor. Haha. After watching how some of the show girls posed with the car, I began a frenzy of posing with the car lor. Haha! Can pretend I am the model also mah. (Though I was feeling fat and ugly lor...bleah) And Clement happily obliged by snapping pictures. LoL~

The ShowGirl Pose

ShowGirl Pose II


I have absolutely no idea what cars were they...because I forgot liao! Haha~ Funny huh, Clement didn't think of taking the car and me together, resulting in more me than the car. Wasted~

By the way as you may have noticed, a nice showgirl pose is usually open the car door and stand beside it. Haha. That's what I decided to do after watching some of the showgirls strutting their stuffs. =) Anyway, some other stuffs like standing beside and smiling away was too common. =p Oh, there were show men too okies! Haha. Male models lar. Walking around and looking shuai. (Like, what else can they do also huh... =p)

See that shawl? Clement bought it for me on my birthday. =) And it's because I had been wanting a shawl for a long time. A shawl is very versatile, can keep warm or else double up as a belt at the same time lor. (Good for hiding tummies yah! :p) That's why he got me that. My friend loved to tease me about it...she says I am surrounded by love. Literally. LoL~

Anyway the motorshow was great and I enjoyed myself! Haha. We tried to ask for paper bags though...only succeeded in getting the Mazda paper bag (1-metre long, no less!) and the Nissan one. The Chevrolet paper bag was like our dumping bag for all the catalogues, so it was kinda crumpled. Oh, but then, we managed to get the Lexus catalogue! So that I can continue bio-ing my fave car and dream about it. Wahahaha~ Pictures, later. =)

By the way, here comes Clement's Brainchild #3:
I was asking him to get the Lexus car lor... Haha. And he replied,
"Then our wedding must be a HDB wedding ok. If not I got no money." -_-
I just wanna dream, can?

Oh. And I have decided. I shall go and cut my hair at the earliest opportunity!!!!!!!

No, I don't want long hair, no matter how much Clement likes it. Haha. I have been suffering from this hair of mine ever since November, and I really buay tahan my hair. So warm okies! I am those kind of person who gets warm very easily, and I really dislike tying my hair...so huh...no long hair for me lar... :p

And today we met Clement's friends again...and he held my hand throughout the conversation sia. And later on he beams brightly at me and told me that he didn't let go of my hand! (Actually, I wasn't even bothered. LoL~) Funny thing was, I was busy trying to tickle him lar. And so when we met his friends I got a little paiseh. (I was tickling his waist mah...) I wonder what they were thinking of me man..sheesh~ Like as if I like to torture him. Haha~

Ok lar, I have lots to write, but I shall write another day, with photos and all. =) My lappie's still in hall so I can't upload photos anyway. Heh~

Meanwhile, sweet dreams. :)

Cheers~
Lexus-Mad-Jesslyn




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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Time for Some Slacking... =D

Allow me to rest. Haha. I just finished the last part of my lecture notes...somehow I suddenly feel this sense of accomplishment. Heh~ :)

Guess what? My 9-day break in the midst of exams is coming to an end! Which means...the date of my papers are drawing near!!! :( 2 papers on 18 Nov, and 1 last one on 20 Nov. And then I will be free!!! Yayyy... =D

Actually give me 9-day break also no use leh. I actually planned 3 days for each of my modules...in the end, I slacked 2 days away... -_- Kill me!!! And then in the meantime I study at an excruciating slow speed. -_- Seriously, I think if not for Stefanie's CD, I would have spent all my time watching TV all day. Got nothing to watch I also left the TV on lor, even commercials also watch until shiok shiok. (This is what happens when I get deprived of TV for 9 days...) Haha. So sad huh.

But, glad to say, I finished all my lecture notes/tutorials, so left revision le lor. Tomorrow I shall do that lar. Heh~ My bro reads his lect notes 3 times and do his tuts 2 times before he goes for exam. Me leh, if I am lucky, I will finish all my lect notes lor, and the left over time is spent on past year papers because I wanna spot questions. Haha. See, the difference between an A student and me... Btw, this bro of mine is very clever lar. So far in his history in NTU, never got below a B before lor. Li hai bah...

Oh, right now I am listening to another song from Stefanie's CD...called 同类. I really love this song...it's sounds so... shi1 qing2 hua4 yi4 at the beginning, and then so bei1 can3....jia lat, I think I need a chinese software. Haha. Anyway this song is really quite haunting, especially if you are listening to it in the dead of the night (like me) where all around is quiet and all I hear is Stefanie's voice... :)

Anyway...I am glad to be back in hall at last. Though I get homesick, but then, somehow I still like my hall leh. It's like my own little world like that...because at home I share everything with my little sis. So coming back hall, it's like, everything is mine...and I don't need to share. Haha~ At least no need to fight for the computer lar. Can use the net whenever I like. Plus, with the school network, very fast, very good!!! :p

Gush-about-Clement-Time. :) Suddenly feel like writing. LoL.

Clement's Brainchild #1:
We were having disagreements kinda often, so during one of those days, I just told him it's probably we are like equals, coz no one wears the pants in the relationship. His reply:
"Coz I always wear 3/4 s mah." -_-

Clement's Brainchild #2:
One day while walking pass the boutique, Mango. Clement suddenly said, "Next time we open a boutique to rival Mango ok. We call it Papaya." -_- (x2)

Sounds like those leng3 xiao4 hua4. That's Clement for you. Haha~ Plenty of it, but some I forgot liao. If I remember then I write. It's quite duh...haha.

Here's one that really made me melt though...
"In a few years time, whatever I own will be yours..."
~~I find it incredibly sweet! Heh~

And another...
He was calculating his pay and expenses, so I kaypoh kaypoh ask him how much he intend to save...and why lar.
"I wanna save up, so that I can bring you for holiday..."
~~Awww. :p

Anyway he brought me to West Coast Park McDonald's yesterday! Being a public holiday, it was crowded lor. Actually we planned to go Mac lar. But then, since the whole place was crowded, we opted for the higher-class counterpart, McCafe. Haha. Really got slight difference. Haha. Not as noisy lor, since don't have kids running about and screaming away. And he brought me there so that he could accompany me while I study. So we tried some of McCafe's drinks lar.

My Cuppauccino (is this how it's spelt?)


His Himalayan Tea Latte


Quite classy huh. I like the cuppauccino, coz of the M-letter. Haha. Reminds me of Fullerton's cuppauccino. They also sprinkled chocolate powder into fullerton's famous F-letter.

Fullerton's Cuppauccino

Cool right? Heehee~

Anyway, Clement accompanied me again today. :) *smiles in bliss* He fetched me to IMM and then we I studied at BK this time round. It's the exact same placed where the last time we went and I cried lar. Actually after that incident we did talk about it and all that, so for now, he assured me that he will tell me what's biting him whenever he's not happy. So yup, decided to let the matter rest liao.

Actually, while I slogged away at my notes, he was reading CLEO okies. Buay tahans. Coz he saw that the new issue has arrived and, being a curious guy he decided to read it to understand what is going on in girls' head. -_- And so he was happily reading away for the 3-4 whole hours while I studied lor. Glad that he found something to entertain himself. Haha.

And for that 3 hours we really eat until fat fat okay. Got the BK coupon, bought the meal, and then he went to shi4 lin2 to buy his taiwan ji1 pa2 (chicken cutlet). He went not once, but twice. Aiyo...so fattening man. Coz it's deep-fried mah. But it's sooo nice! So we had that chicken cutlet, plus BK meal lor. Then after that he was asking me how come I still got tummy. -_- Eat until so full sure have mah. After that he complained that I never use the Extrim/Biotherm he bought for me. Sheesh~ I admit lar, I just left the 2 stuffs there to rot away...never use. A bit waste money huh... After exams then I use lor. Hee hee~

While studying I got bo-liao lor. So I took pictures. Heehee~

That's Me!


Mr Clement

LoL~ I can't decide whether to cut my hair or not. Viol, if you are reading this, tell me!!!! :p I think I look quite ugly with long hair leh. But then I know Clement loves long hair. LoL. 1 year plus together and I maintained my short hair. Should I just grow long hair for once? Haha. Somemore my ex-roomie say take grad photos got long hair look nicer. If not short hair will look like guy like that. Haha~~

Oh oh. And then my Uncle got a new hp! Looks very chio leh. Btw, he says his phone is sponsored by Genting. LoLs~ Buay tahan.

Nokia 7260? 7620?


The Back

It comes with a very nice magnetic cover attached to the phone. Heh~ Didn't get to take the picture of it because my uncle left liao. :( I only like it for the cover lor. Heehee~ Coz functions-wise, I have almost lost touch sia. Dunno how to use a Nokia phone liao.

I'm a Samsung-Convert! Haha~

Cheers~
Sticking-faithfully-to-E600c-Jesslyn


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Sunday, November 14, 2004

Stefanie

You may need to set your browser to unicode to view chinese characters. Paiseh ah. I dunno how to set it so that you can see it. :p

Oooh. It's 3Am liao ah. I am awake coz I can't sleep lar. :-( Slept too much in the day liao!!! And so to calm my guiltiness, I purposely stay up so late to study lor. Heehee~

While studying, I have been listening to this:


This is an extremely good/wonderful/power/fantastic album. I simply lurrrrrrve this album of Stefanie's. I even go buy her CD okies! Which is something rare not because I always download MP3s, but because I have lost touch with the music world out there lar. Heehee~ :p

I love the variety of genre of music in this album...got the fast fast, scream your lungs out song (namely, 1st song: 奔) and got those easy-listening type (namely, 3rd song: 祝你开心) and also got the very tango song (namely, 6th song: 慢慢来) and of course not forgetting, slow ballades lar!

Oooh. I think I am going to gush non-stop about Stefanie's new CD liaoz! Haha. I recommend everyone to go buy her CD okies. Heehee~ I think it's a darn-worth-your-money CD lor. Mostly because of the quality of music. A different side of Stefanie and yet still a very familiar feeling!

I think my ang-moh getting from bad to worse...but that's what you get from engine students lar! Haha!

My fave song is 我也很想他 ... mostly because of the tune leh. Heh~ After I listened to it the song was just in my head for the whole day. And my roomie's too. Wahaha~ She couldn't stop humming the chorus part lor. Heehee~ This song's about 3rd party I think. My chinese also not very good lar. Something like that. :p

Actually listening to 我的爱, it seems like it describes everything concerning Clement lor. As in, even if we did split or something, I will go find him back. Despite the ups and downs we have been through, I know that at the end of the day, he is really the most perfect kind of guy a girl can ever find lor. And for me to think this way is not easy lor...because...I have very high expectations lar! Wahaha~ He's like, one of the few rare guys who matches quite perfectly to my expectations. :p

My guy must be:
1) Tall
2) Pleasant-looking (to my eyes)
3) Older than me
4) Go gym
5) Billingual like me
6) As nonsensical as me
7) Have some sorta intellect.
8) Well-read

Eh, I think I still have a lot. Wahaha~ But that's all I can think of it for now. I once wrote down my ideal guy (before I met Clement) in my previous blog...but that blog got so many entries until now I also cannot find. LoL. Actually tree-trunk fulfilled everything. But then, he's just like a dream come true lar! LoL. I don't think he will be the right guy for me because I will be busy trying to keep up with his intellect/maturity and worse still, trying to impress him. -_- I think he's just a huge infatuation that went out of hand...muahaha. But hey, I still like those feelings man...gave me something to look forward to when I was in year 1. :)

I think ah, exams, xin1 ling1 kong1 xu1. Haha~ Suddenly thinking of tree trunk all over again. Sheesh~ But hey! I guess it's just a dream only mah. Heehee~ Coz he's my dream guy!!! :p

Hm...actually me and Clement still like this de lor. We did try to sort things out between us and all that lar. But seems like he doesn't really want to affect me during this exam period, so he said that we should further discuss everything after my exams. So I guess I'll wait after my exams end to see how things will turn out lar.

It won't be for the bad lar...I think/hope/pray. -_-

Actually sometimes my brains go haywire and I start thinking he will probably prefer someone else who's older, more mature, blah and blah. I worry that he feels I am too young for him. And then my brain continues to go haywire lor. Silly me...

Ok lar, it's kinda late. Hm. Let me listen to my stefanie to sleep. Heehee~ :)

Cheers~
Stefanie-siao-Jesslyn
爱 收了又给 我们都不太完美
梦 作了又碎 我们有几次机会 去追



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Friday, November 12, 2004

Photo-less Entry

Well, I'm back at home, home means the comforts of a proper PC, a queen-size bed, the warmth of family. :)

Almost.

Yesterday night I came home...and while I was bathing and washing up, I found all my things misplaced. My clothes all ended up in my sis's drawer. My contact lense case was nowhere to be found. In place of my contact lense case was my father's facial foam. I feel so...forgotten. :-( Up till now I still have no idea where is my contact lense case. Basically because I didn't ask for it lor. So no one realised that I am back and I don't have a proper place to put my contacts.

Look what does 9 days of missing from home do to my family... -_-

But nevermind lar. I shall make my presence felt once again. Muahaha. :p So evil. Heehee~

Anyway I came back home because my parents are going Genting lor. And they are worried that there won't be anyone at home to look after my little sis. So I got summoned back. That's how important I am! Ho-ho-ho.

Hm...some random stuffs to follow:

Yesterday Clement fetched me back from hall, and while driving back, he was listening to Beyond's songs. I suddenly thought that we really do have this HUGE age-gap...like he's living in another generation and me in my own. Coz for me it's all Jay and Stefanie...while for him it's people like Beyond and Eason Chan. Suddenly it striked me that we are actually poles apart man...

And then there was this particular love song...I forgot the title, but he liked it a lot. During those 2 times we went KTV together he would sing it...and while listening to Beyond's CD, this song came up...it's a very ballade/sensual kind of song...soft soft de...anyway. I had this image that he would be hugging his ex-gf and then whisper into her ear that he loves her. Like, so stupid right. Stupid of me to go and think of this. But, maybe it's also because of DMS. Or maybe it's because that kind of song, automatically puts this image of a guy hugging a girl close to him and then whisper into her ear that he loves her lor. And so I thought of that too...and too bad for me, the girl I envisioned was not me but actually his ex. -_- Can't believe it. Sheesh.

Oh, and then my roomie was telling me that tree trunk got girlfriend!!! I was like WAH. Haha. Tree trunk is my crush mah. Madly infatuated crush. LoL. He's like, my reality Dao Ming Si okies. Tall, dark, handsome, and then somemore he has a very interesting personality. Though my friend thinks that he's ugly. Haha~ Then again, looks are subjective. Oh, and did I mention he was my dream guy? Literally one...because he's everything I ever wanted in a guy. LoL. But then, I may not be everything he wanted in a girl lar. Heehee~

Whether tree trunk got girlfriend or not, my roomie also not that sure. Coz she says he always hang out with this girl for all the lects/tutorials. So even if not girlfriend, then is a very close girl-friend lor. I jealous can. Haha. I want to be his close-girl-friend. Dream on...

Maybe I watched too much Liu Xing Hua Yuan that period after my A's and before uni started. That's why. Wahahaha~ :D

Hm. Ok lar. Enough of fantasizing. Poor Clement is sick and today he still met me wor. I feel so bad so bad. Like I am the demanding person in the relationship to the point whereby I am unreasonable. Reason being because I couldn't study at home and needed to go out lor. And so he drove down to pick me up, and then we went IMM. All these while he only told me he got sore throat lor. So I thought, sore throat, then don't talk too much lor. Just drink coke with salt will be ok le lor.

Turns out that he's having symptoms of flu lar. So, drowsiness, grogginess, sets in. And he's driving wor. Which is pretty dangerous too. Sigh. Towards the end of the night he didn't look particularly happie lor. Then after I probe him then he say so. Oh man. If it's so bad then he should have said lor. I asked him why and then he say because I wanted to go out study, so he wanted to bring me out lor. He scared that I will end up doing nothing at home.

He's so sweet and yet I feel like a kind of zui4 ren2. Sigh. Oh, but then he also gave me attitude lor. Grrrrr. That's why I probed him mah. Why must it always be like that? Why can't he just say it out? Why must wait until he so unhappy/irritated/angry, snap me, then he will tell me?!!? I don't geddit. Bleah.

Today I cried again. Like so embarrassing coz we were outside lor. He was damn fierce towards me, just over a small little thing like the volume of the CD player. He couldn't hear the reverse sensor beep so he just scolded me for not lowering the volume. Grrrr. I wanted to, just that I didn't do it fast enough. (I was fiddling with the sound effects settings beforehand) I didn't realise he needed to listen for the sensor beep. Last time the cars all got no sensor one mah. Still can park right? Bleah~

Anyway, everytime he snaps at me or loses his temper at me I will just somehow breakdown and cry de lor. And everytime this happens I will tell myself next time it wouldn't happen. And the next time it comes I will still end up crying. It's quite duh lar, coz being me, if it's someone else I would probably answer back lor. I won't just keep quiet, listen liao and don't say anything. This only happens when the person in question is him. Maybe sub-consciously I just cannot accept the fact that the person I love so deeply can be so mean and fierce to me.

Is this like, a repercussion of childhood? I hope not. Sigh.

Cheers~
Just me.


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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Finally...A Much-Needed Break

Very long entry...I want some opinions regarding something. Skip to the orange part if you don't feel like reading. ^_^

I'm feeling miserable today... :-( Like I got run over by a truck or something. Actually I feel like sh!t now.... -_-

Anyway. I just cheong-ed 5 papers back-to-back for the past few days, so never blog much. But was online surfing net (as usual) because I need to find some form of entertainment. My next paper's on 18th Nov, that will be 2 papers on the same day, and the last paper on the 20th Nov. Kind of sian...coz have to wait so long for my exams to be finished.

Have to study though. I will start tomorrow. Sigh.

Have you ever felt so tired of everything that you wish you can just fade into nothing-ness and then disappear from the face of this world? This is what I feel like now...it's not like I am physically tired...but more like, mentally tired. Sooo tired, so tired, so tired....

I think maybe because my menses are here, hence the negativity. I don't have PMS de. I have DMS (During Menstruation Syndrome). Feel particularly lousy when I have menses. Bah~

Not to mention I had a lousy paper today. Dunno can pass or not. Haiiiiiz. Stress + Menses + Horrific cramps = a not very happy Jesslyn

Oh. And guess what. I have been staying in hall since 30 October. That sounds so.... last month. Haha! Though actually technically only about 9 days had past. Oh. But I realise how stupid some undergrads can be. -_- Like Clement always says, NTU undergrads study so much yet dunno how to live properly. Hah! He graduate liao so he feels like he can scorn at them. -_-

But...really de lor!!!! Some idiot, actually use the microwave to cook Green Bean Soup. It's okay, actually, BUT! That idiot doesn't know how to cover the bowl and then left the microwave on at HIGH for like 20 mins!!!! And then so the green beans became split beans and then it spilled onto the microwave dish. And I seriously wonder what's left of the Green Bean Soup man. Got stove lor...should have just used it. Where got people use microwave to cook green bean soup de?

Nevermind. That's not the worse.

Next, some bo-bo (read: himbo/bimbo) decided to have instant noodles at 2AM in the morning with EGG. So happily, poured water on the bowl, put the instant noodles in, the seasoning and garnishing, and then the EGG. Left it in the microwave for goodness-knows-how-many-minutes. He came back, and saw that....
1) The soup has spilt onto the microwave dish...
2) There was egg-white everywhere inside the microwave.
3) There were egg-shells!!!!!!!

Can you imagine how stupid this seems?! Probably that above-mentioned person wanted Hard-Boiled Egg and so decided to cook it with the noodle. But hey...we have a hot-water dispenser here okies. Just pour water into a cup and then soak the egg inside lar. Confirm got hard-boiled egg de mah.

I can't believe I am living in the same hall as this people. Sheesh~

And these people didn't even bother have the courtesy to clean-up. The 2nd scenario was the worst. The egg was damn smelly okies. Until someone just shut the microwave door and left the smell inside. So the smelly egg was in there for the whole night lor. Haha~

Then the next day, the hot-water dispensable was down, and this girl was trying to cook her cup-noodles...opened the microwave and found to her horror that it's too smelly for words. I pity her.

Oh. And there were other stuffs that happened. Yet another silly undergrad-with-mush-for-brains story. LoL.

My roomie kenna-ed because she went to bathe earlier than me. Some bimbo loved her lotions and then even wished to share it with the toilet. That's right, she actually spilled a pool of her lotion onto the toilet floor, making it damn slippery. Nevermind.

The best part is, she probably planned to kill someone in the meanwhile.

That pool of lotion was just right in front of the entrance lor. It's the kind whereby your 1st step into the toilet sure step on it. And if you were unlucky, you will probably open the door, step onto the pool, fall down, hit your head on the kerb (since the toilet floor is lower) and then have the doow swing back at you at the same time.

Great way to kill your enemies man. If they never knew what's in store for them. My calculations show that if you don't die, you will have
1) A concussion
2) Sprained ankle/leg
3) Sprained wrist/elbow/arm
4) Painful butt.

Luckily my roomie was alert enough. She was still holding onto the door and still had 1 foot outside the toilet. So she regained her balance and none of the above happened to her.

But she was damn angry...and then wrote a HUGE notice on the door to warn everyone.

Added... someone spilt a pool of soap (and didn't even bother to clean up).

Haha~ Probably the girl concerned felt guilty enough to clean it up later. BUT. The whole floor was still damn slippery. And since everyone could not avoid stepping on the soap at all, the area of the toilet became damn slippery too. Sheesh~ That night we were all trying to perfect our balancing acts lor. Haha.

So eventful huh...throughout my 9 days of continuous stay in school. First time I stayed so long ever since this semester started. Because I had 4-day week, so I go home every Thursday de. And I never stay in during the weekends lor. Heh~

But tomorrow I must go home. Sick of school and all the canteen food. I want some home-cooked food that I might enjoy. Hmm... I have no idea. Even when Clement comes and brings me out for dinner...I dunno what to eat liao. I mean, all canteen food is all the normal one lor, like Chicken Rice, Noodles, Vege+Rice, Jap-food, Western-food...er...still got what else...oh, and the normal chi-cha. Outside kopi-tiam sells exactly the same thing, albeit a little more expensive. Bleah. I had been living on Can 2 and Can 9 for dunno how long, and of course, an occassional Can A food. 3 Canteens of food to choose from and I am sick of it all.

Went extension to makan too, but then, too long a walk for me liao. Haha~ So I only went once so far. Had chili-vension-rice. Damn nice okies. Heh. Been eating it ever since my senior brought me there one evening for dinner. Hee. A taste of heaven outside school lar. :-)

Oh. And I would like to ask for opinions regarding on ROM and getting flats. Haha. I am not getting married lar. Just wondering. LoL. Scenario goes like this:
If you and your husband-to-be have decided to marry, will you ROM, then register for a flat, or register for a flat, get the flat already, the ROM? (HDB has this policy whereby a couple can register for a flat first, and they only need to ROM within 3 months after getting the keys to the flat lor. )

I asked Clement about it and he thinks should ROM liao then register for flat. If not, get flat liao then ROM is like marrying for the sake of the flat. -_-

But hor, you register for a flat, you need to give it another 3-4 years for it to be built de mah, considering it's a new flat. That means if ROM first, then 3-4 years later then customary? Isn't it like, so late? Personally I think customary and ROM the dates must not be too far apart...maximum probably 2 years...if not, marry = not married like that. Haha~

And hor, I don't think I would want to live with his parents lor. I think I prefer to have my own space. Haha~ :-P

Leave me your comments yah? (That is, if you read until so far.) :-D

Last but not least, an eye-candy for you!!!

Monkey Goes To Sentosa
Monkey went sun-tanning with me! Haha~ Nice mats/waterbottle/slipper hor? :-p
Cheers~
A-very-crampful-Jesslyn


Stunningly Gorgeous Y 8:01 PM | (4)


Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Lovey Dovey~~~~

Tian Mi Mi

Heh~ That's us, taken during the cruise. Quite bo liaos lar. But then again, on the cruise, either than lazing around, we had to find ways to entertain ourselves lor... :p So might as well zi-lian a bit and take photos of ourselves! Wahaha~~

Tsk...notice my skin looks kind of smooth? I edited it! Wahahaha~ Just learnt how to... *grinz*

I had a paper this afternoon, in fact it ended not long ago. :) It was okay lar...confirm can pass de. Haha~ I completed 2 questions mah, and then somemore the rest of the 2 questions do a lot of calculations, but dunno correct or not. Unless the cohort is sooo li hai, if not, hopefully my quiz plus this paper can help me pass lar. Actually it's quite an important paper because it's a pre-requisite for some other modules...so if never pass, then have to re-take, graduation sure delayed de lor...

Tomorrow I have another paper, Friday too. Tomorrow is open-book, and Friday is Math. Sian ah. I dun like the Math....soooo difficult!!! There were at least 3 or 4 tutorials which nobody knows how to do....and the tutor doesn't help because he will say, "Spend some time to read and think it over".... -_- Siao...if I spend some time and think over know liao I won't ask the tutor le mah...so duh right. Wonder why we pay all these profs so much $ and all they do is to sit there and insist that students have to do independent learning. Bah~

Oh....anyways. Clement is becoming a nicer and nicer bf le! *lol* (as if he was bad like that. Haha!) Last night he actually bought supper and came down to hall!!! And that was after he had worked for 12 hrs. So sweet okies! Hehe~ He works at Pasir Ris lor...so it's like after work, he drove down to Fong Seng (near NUS) get my fave maggi mee goreng (plus prata for my roomie) and then drive down to NTU just to send the food to me...so touched wor...heehee~

And then after that chit-chat for a while then he have to go home liao.... (which is at Serangoon! O_O) So have to shuttle between East and West of Sg...machiam huan2 dao3 zhui1 zhui1 zhui1 sia...hahaha.

Then this morning he came down to NTU again wors. Heh~ Actually at my request lar. Coz I wanted him to send me to my exam venue from hall. (I was that bo liao lor..) And he actually agreed lar! LoL. Later told him no need to come over lar, since he have to drive such a long distance. But then he insisted on coming over lor. So he really turned up lor. Then fetched me over to my exam venue. So good eh...I won't have to walk over and then turn up at the venue hot and sweaty. Coz since he drove me over, I can even study on the way, and then nua inside the car and study. Whahaha~ I feel like xin4 fu2 de4 xiao2 nu3 ren2!!!

Hehehe~ So happie so happie!

Cheers~
xin4 fu2 de4 xiao2 nu3 ren2-jesslyn


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Monday, November 01, 2004

A Series of Sohpia-Lians

Title being the title because...well, this is all gonna be about Sophia. *grins* I am not sleeping yet, though it's 3+ AM...coz I just finished my revision and my head's full of equations and formulas! -_- So sad right... Anyway...presenting Sophia!!! :D

Sophia in the Car!


Sophia Controlling Gears


Sophia Acts Demure


Spot the Crown! :P


Sophia Snug and Comfy


And of course, Sopha and Me :)

My exams are dawning on me soon!!! >.<

Anyway. I'm still half-slacking, half-studying...but I think I will finish my revision on time. *prays hard* Hard not to be distracted by the world going around me...even though I am stucked in hall indefinitely for now...or at least till the 9th Nov. How to survive?!!!? 5 papers back-to-back...what was I thinking man...sheesh~

I just wanna sleep my life away for now....and forever...

Cheers~
very-tired-and-sophia-mad-jesslyn


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