LoL~ Another photo-whoring post. Because it's been a long time since my birthday liao. Tee-hee-hee.
We went to Si Chuan Dou Hua restuarant at the top of the UOB Plaza this time! And clement tagged along as well. =)
Slack slack slack.
In the company of VCDs, Warcraft and mr clement.
Okie lar, today must start FYP, so, for starters, I just copied all my FYP stuffs that I backed up because my computer just reformatted.
Heeheehee.
I went Sitex yesterday in the end, because my bro called me to tell me not to go on Saturday. And I was feeling soooooo sian (it was a wet and dreary day) so I also didn't want to go lor. In the end I still bought the router because I couldn't wait for starhub to give me one. And I bought a USB bluetooth dongle because my mom has been complaining that I never help her to load songs into her mobile.
And instead I have been Warcrafting for 3 (or was it 4?) nights in a row.
So I'm only awake in the night and super nua in the day.
Not to mentioned the oh-so-cool weather that keeps everyone in bed till late in the morning.
I think I must keep productive or else this holidays will slip by me!! >.<
Ah well. I'm going genting this december! With my whole extended family!! Think we are gonna lock ourselves (me, my sis and the cousins) in the room and play UNO the whole day. That's what we did the other time. LoL~ And take long chilly walks at night and freeze ourselves to death. Hahaha.
Damn fun lar!!! =D
And hopefully, I get to go cruise this weekend. Wouldn't it be nice to escape for a while? To experience the sun, the sea and loads of food! Heehee. I love cruises because I get to eat non-stop. Haha. And the jaccuzzi and the spa and the whatsoevers. Haha.
Did I mentioned that I went cruise the other time during my 1 week holiday, and then I brought all my tutorials onboard? LoL~ I stayed at the cafe and then completed 4 tutorials from 11pm till 4am. That, I think is very power. Haha. Because if it was the usual case, 1 tutorial will take me 2 hours to complete. Hahaha. I think it's always been like that.
I need to get tan soon and fast! Feeling like such a big white person. Gee. I am the kind that believes that colouring makes a whole lot of difference. Hahaha. So if I am tanner, then I would look smaller.
Heeheee...no need to lose weight...just get dark, that's my motto!!! Muahahaha. =p
Okie lar this post is quite nonsense. Hahaha. I will put some photos next time. :D
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 2:40 PM
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Happie because the horrendous exams are over. Going for Sitex on Saturday, and then go family gathering on Sunday. And I'll have to start my FYP come Monday... I'm gonna work hard at my FYP this hols...to make my sup happie. All in all, hopefully this will be a very fruitful hols!! =D
Over and done with.
Done and out.
Wahahaha. :p
Now I can move on with my life....that is, until exam results are released lor.
Meanwhile, I shall not fret. Hehehehe. I am gonna enjoy my 1 month of much-needed break indulging in FYP (duh!) and games. And movies. And drama serials.
I seriously think that the SCV Ch. 55 is an auntie channel and I am turning into an Auntie soon. Yup..I got stucked in front of the tv for 3 hours straight because the drama serials air without advertisements and it goes on and on and on....gee.
And the drama series are quite nice too!!
Anyway. Completed seasons 2 and 3 of sex and the city! Now going forth with season 5 (because season 4 MIA sia...). I hope to finish it before next semester!
I have 大长今 also!! Hahaha. Going to finish watching that before next semester!
I have 秋天的童话 too!! Watched it before but I'm gonna watch it again before I return the set to my bro.
Wah...I have so many VCDs to watch. So exciting!!
And I want to play games! Been cheonging Warcraft III for the past 2 nights. Hehehehe. Going to install more games and play until I go crazy. LoL~~~
So exciting!!!!
I think I'm kinda high or something. LOL~ So funny. Ah well. The perils of PMS. Or DMS. Tee-heehee.
And yup, I have fixed my computer le. Hehe. And girls! We can meet up le. Say, a hotel room stay anyone interested? Best rate so far is 170 bucks for a night at Plaza Royal (the hotel opposite Far East Plaza). I think the room should be big enough for all of us. So divide among us should be affordable bah...
Go here and take a look...if interested, let me know bah... =D And fiona, if you see the rest at gym, just inform them okie? Heehee~ We need a free weekend though.
Then we can do mani and pedi and facials for each other! LoL~~ Like slumber party.
Okie I am getting carried away. Teeheehee~
Ah well. I'm just "HIGH" from the fact that my horrid exams has ended.
What have I done since the day my exam ended?
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:34 AM
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It's that time of the month...or to say, that time of the month is approaching...
I'm feeling horrid. Bleah bleah bleah~~~
I want to go Sexpo. LOL~ But I have exams.
I want to go WCG. But I have exams.
I want to sleep later in the mornings. But I have exams.
I want to play Warcraft III. But I have exams. And while we're at that, my computer spoiled.
I want to fix my computer. But I have exams.
I want to watch Harry Potter. But I have exams.
I want to meet up with my friends. But I have exams.
This exams is damn blardy irritating can?!?!?!?!!
And I'm not feeling very happy about this exams also. It's the "can I pass?" feeling again. Sometimes you just do so much, but then you end up realising that people around did even more...that's gonna pull the percentage up and you might end up be the unlucky few who fails.
Why the school is so stupid as to set a failing rate for every module?!?!! I have never heard of any module that has 100% passes lor...even simple modules like LAB! I thought it's impossible for them to fail anyone...but I was wrong...really got people fail Lab...and really it's even though that said person attend every single session, hand in every report, and also did every question in the exam. I don't understand why must fail leh...
That's how screwed up the system is. Some say the failing rate is 10% of the cohort. Or maybe 5% of the cohort. Sure got people fail de. Bleah. Maybe you get 70 marks and the rest of the cohort gets 80 marks so you fail lor! So simple. Stupid logic I say.
Anyway. These exams have been darn draining. I just had 4 papers in the row. I'm dying already. I have another next week, Monday to Wed. I hope I can recuperate or something.
But!! The remaining modules are so hard I dunno what's it talking about. -_- And for one of the module, they are going scrape it liao! Maybe they teach for 2-3 years, realises that it's useless then scrape it. And then I'm so suay to be in the 2-3 years range so I have to take it. Bleah bleah bleah. So stupid.
Damn envy the batch of people after me. So many changes! No more IA! No more wasting time studying stupid things that have nothing to do with your specialisation! No more struggling with useless modules!
But there's the Law and HRM. Maybe it's not useless, but I don't know why the heck must we study it. We study Law so that we know what are within our limits when it concerns engineering? But it's so duh..the law that we study have nothing to do with engineering. Same goes with HRM. Do we know how to manage people after that? NO! Of course not. Theories are dead...humans are alive...we know how to adapt to other people...isn't it? I doubt anyone will remember anything after they graduate lor...
And not to forget the horrifying HRM - Technopreunership project that generated lots of bad karma between me and my FYP prof.
Sigh!!!
I want to die already.
Sometimes I feel like I'm one of the Sims characters...with red energy level, red fun level, red social level. Red means in dire straits! And then if there are too many reds and the Sim becomes in a horried red mood, the Sim will breakdown de!! And then they have to see a psychologist to make the mood go back to amber (sound like traffic light leh!!) before you can control it.
If red too many times, the Sim will permanently breakdown. LoL~ I dunno what happens leh...haven't try before. =p I made my sim became red once though. Hahahaha. And the computer accused me of not treating my Sim properly.
See!!! Even computer generated characters have a better life than me..they got psychologist to help them at the snap of the fingers! I only have my blog...acks.
I just want to be happy leh!!!!!!
But I have exams.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:30 AM
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Hahaha. It's a blazing hot afternoon after a storm early this morning. Very sian and very unproductive. Okie. So I've got The Scarlet photos from Clement. Hehe. Nice nice deshou! Makes me think of holding my wedding (if I ever get married) there!!
I'm proud that I can Fry...
Gee...that's from my blog song!! My sister told me one fine day that my new blog song sounds like I wanna go fry something.
But it's supposed to be I can fly! and not fry leh. Hahaha.
Oh well! Guess it's unfortunate that the enunciation wasn't good enough lor. Hehehe.
And this mp3 a bit spoil spoil de. But no choice, it's the only one that I can find....
Maybe I need to go edit it or something. Hehehe.
Hmmm.....I was thinking back on stuffs and wondering whether things would have turned out differently if I didn't do certain things.
It's at these times whereby I wonder how come all the choices I have made led me to this point in life. Hmm...EXAMS time!!!!
Sometimes I think of all the choices I made, till to this point in time, I believe they made me the person I am right now.
Come to think of it, if I had not went to 1st 3 months JC, I wouldn't have known my 1st 3 months gang.
If I didn't get into a different class from my 1st 3 months gang, I would not have transferred to Science (I was in Arts).
If I didn't transfer to Science, I would not have known my JC babes!
If I didn't stay back after the girls' finals of the national schools' basketball match, I would probably not have heard of him.
If I didn't want to look for him, I wouldn't have known the other him. Haha.
If I didn't know the other him, I would probably never have known how it's like to have someone who's always there for ya...
If I didn't do so badly at A'levels, I would probably never have gone engineering in the 1st place!
If I didn't go engineering, I would probably not have known about tree trunk and the sunny boy.
If I didn't go engineering, I would probably not have had a chance to do project with tree trunk and sunny boy.
If I didn't go engineering, I wouldn't have that courage to talk to someone on 1st day of school. (I didn't know a single person in engineering coz I didn't even go orientation!)
If I didn't talk to someone, I would probably not have met my bros.
If I didn't stay in hall, I probably won't have fell out with a certain someone.
If I didn't fall out with someone, I would never have thought of leaving school.
If I didn't thought of leaving school, I would never have went online to find out how to leave school.
If I didn't went online, I would have never met clement.
And so the story goes on. Hahaha.
Sometimes I think it's so weird how our choices lead from one to another to another. Hmmm~~ Or maybe everything has been predestined? Like right now, I'm typing stuffs, is it predestined too? Hmm..I used to believe everything is fate, but I also believe that we have some sort of control over fate as well.
Just like I made my choices in the past. Everytime I'm faced with a choice, I made mine. And I sometimes wonder what if I took the other route. Will I be facing something totally different now? At least, I hope I won't be struggling in Uni lar. Haha.
Sometimes I wonder is there someone out there who's leading a life parallel to mine, making the choices which I never made. It's interesting to think of it, because I'm sure there's someone who will also face the same choices as I do.
Oh, anyway I choose after O levels as a benchmark, because I think that's where I truly became independent. The other times my parents were the more dominating ones in my decision-making. Hahaha.
People who made all my choices worthwhile: My 1st 3 months friends, My JC babes, tree trunk, my bros in Uni.
In a sense, I think I'm really really lucky!!! Hehehe.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 3:37 PM
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Me. Yes, I'm chio. Hahahaha.
I had a discussion with some friends the other day, his brother is getting married and of course there will be the ROM, and the wedding dinner. And of course, got wedding dinner means confirm have to give ang bao lor.
And so the question is, how much ang bao to give leh??
Hm...my friend attended his gf's sister's wedding in a foreign country, he told us that there's someone who actually gave the equivalent of S$0.20.
Okie, maybe the country is a bit backward, but the norm is at least S$20, to give S$0.20 is a bit absurb isn't it?
Anyway weddings are supposed to be happy occassions. Hahaha. So money or no money, as long as the guests turn up, it's good enough.
So we moved on to the question of holding weddings in Singapore. And also, how much ang bao to give.
My friend happily said, "S$200 lor."
Me and my other friend: "Wah! I will confirm invite you to my wedding leh!!!"
Hahaha. It's quite funny, because I guess the norm (according to my own definition) is about S$100+++ for good friends, S$80 for okay friends, S$68 for people who only contact me just to go wedding.
So 现实 right! Haha.
Okay lar, perhaps the venue matters. If it's 5-star sure have to give more lor. If lesser stars = lesser ang bao lor. Unless he/she falls into the category of good friends and okay friends lor.
Right now clement is attending yet another wedding. It's his umpteenth wedding this year, too many keep count liao. Hahaha. I guess when you hit the age of your mid-twenties, you suddenly get invited to so many weddings...good friends, ex-classmates, and even colleagues. Clement's been complaining he give ang bao until he's so broke. LOL~ And not to mention all the good, rich food which has been piling on his body. He says he can't fit into his jeans anymore. Too bad and so sad! Hahaha.
I'm glad I didn't have to tag along with him (exams now, haha), if not I don't go broke I will also get fat sia!!
Anyway, back to my will give 200bucks for wedding friend. He later mentioned that his hall friends all say he very neow, (meaning miserly), because they all will give 500 bucks.
Me and my friend: "Wah! Can I get to know your hall friends also??"
Hahaha. I seriously don't think anyone will give 500 bucks for a friend's wedding unless the friend is really really a very good one and you yourself is very very rich. Very expensive still!!
Ah, so we moved on to discuss where to hold weddings so that can afford to pay even if the ang bao is not enough to cover. Haha. Since hotels are impossible to afford without angbao subsidies(about 700 bucks per table standard), my friend suggested country clubs. Haha.
Guess what? To hold a wedding at Orchid Country Club (hey, doesn't that sounds familiar?!) it only takes 500 bucks per table. And it's a Saturday night also.
Much cheaper than hotels. And it comes with a free bridal suite for the night and all that stuffs. Very good deal! Haha.
But of course, my dream wedding? To be held onboard Superstar Virgo. Hahaha. Everytime I go onboard that ship I start dreaming whether one day I can ever find someone who can afford with me to hold a wedding on a ship. Gee. But of course, no can do. Really rich guys will probably not go for a plain-looking me. Really rich guys are polished, ie. they go for polished girls.
I can be polished too! But I prefer to be lok-kok.
That's me. Hahaha.
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Anyway, realised I haven't been posting much photos. Computer spoil, and my lappie is recently formatted. Haha. Actually have lots to update! My chalet at The Scarlet plus my birthday lunch!
Now, that's really ancient!
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 10:22 PM
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through Sex and the City.
Hahaha. I just finished the Season 2 today, and I think it seems so relevant to my own relationship!! And I do see a similarity between me and Carrie! We both have non-commital boyfriends! Isn't it an irony, to watch something on tv just to realise that you actually almost have the same situation in real life. Hmmm~
Ah well. I think relationships are a big headache. Don't have, worry that you can't find anyone. When you found someone, then you worry whether he's THE ONE. And when you are sure he's THE ONE, you also have to be sure whether you are HIS ONE. When you both are sure about each others' ONE, you worry whether there will be OTHER ONEs. And when you just so happened to meet someONE else, you end up thinking that this ONE may not be the ONE after all. And so the insecurity sets in and all that questioning of whether the ONE is the ONE or not...And then the vicious cycle goes on.
Gee...why can't love and relationships be simple?
Boy meets girl,
Girl meets boy,
Boy falls for girl,
Boy goes after girl,
Girl falls for boy,
Boy asks girl to be wife.
Girl agrees,
And they live happily ever after.
This is a really fairy-tale-resque story. But nothing of that sort ever happens. Or even if that happens, the probability is very low because it hasn't happen around me. Haha.
Well, I realise that when it comes to relationship stuffs, I like to counsel people. So strange, because in the past I had never been through relationships before and I can counsel people until they break already also can patch up. Gee...I'm a good preacher only, because I don't practise what I preach. And I find that I have a very stubborn streak within me especially when it comes to relationships. Like I know what's clearly wrong but I refuse to acknowledge its existence. I know what I should do but I just refuse to do it. It's an inner motivation I guess.
Now I've been through a relationship of my own, I don't think I am fit to counsel other people about their relationships already. I see the world in a different light, maybe I'm more cynical about love and relationships? No wonder in the past I was positive that break already also can patch. And even if don't patch, also must talk it through...like a closure. Now ah, if someone tell me they broke up, I will simply say it's probably because you are not the right one. And he has spent enough time trying to figure you out.
Sometimes I wonder if clement had been figuring me out during the times we were together. Likewise, I've been figuring him out. Hmm...I think if he had been figuring me out, it should be easy. I feel like an open book in front of him. And that makes me feel so vulnerable I guess. It also probably stems from the fact that I think if I want to love, might as well love properly and give my all. But with that also came my expectations of him, which fell short.
Actually my main gripe about his is just that he can't seem to commit to me. Hmmm...okie, I guess it's not anyone's fault bah. He needs to take his time, I need to give him time, and I shouldn't rush him. But after 2 years he's still telling me the same shit. I can't take it lar...and the fact that he isn't very proactive in trying to integrate me into his family ain't helping at all. Sometimes, I feel angry. Sometimes, I feel sad. And most of the time, I just feel very hurt.
And I think I have been surrounded by too many guy friends who are so fantabulous to the girls they fancy that I am so envious. I envy the girls, the objects of my male friends' affection. Don't they realise how lucky they are? Just like a friend and his gf. His mom clearly objected to their relationship at first, to the point of making sure she doesn't turn up anywhere near the house during Chinese New Year. Yet, 6 months later, she's staying over at his place every weekend and his dad will fetch her to and from school, fetch her to and from airport whenever necessary. His mom has completely accepted her and she's like family now.
So envy.
I don't expect clement's parents to love me to the core, but oh well, maybe I just want to feel accepted? Don't like the feeling of being treated like a stranger whenever I turn up at his place lar...I feel awkward and I feel weird. And clement isn't an exactly very supportive too. Gee.
So dilemma-ish.
Oh, my guy friends. I have concluded that all guys operate the same way. Haha. The very first girl which they seriously like will have long-lasting effects on the guy. I think at least 3 of my guy friends were like that. Haha. Oh, and I don't mean 1st girlfriend ok. Just the 1st girl. According to statistics, the first girl can actually make a guy do the silliest things and spend the most time and effort on her. And the guy can ignore and deflect all other advances by other girls no matter how good looking the other girls are. And the guy only has eyes for that one and only girl. And of course, most of the time that one and only girl will not like the guy lor. And the guy will continue to spend time and effort and money just to make her like him.
And this kind of girl, will cause the guy to be unable to get over her for at least 2 years.
Trust me. Haha.
A friend, 3 years and counting, still not over her.
Another, 4 years later, then got over her.
Another, 2 years later then get over her.
So it's safe to say that my statistics are correct! Wahahaha.
As for clement? He became a monk after that GIRL. Aka close all eyes to all the other girls, only bio the girls, but never make any move.
I just feel that how come I not so lucky to be some guy's object of major affection.
Then again, I will be like all those girls, who don't know how to appreciate a guy who worships you. Hehe. It's a cruel world out there, I must say.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
HRM paper is purposely sabo people today. All tutorial case studies! Sheesh~ Even better, MCQ got 2 questions exactly the same one. Nothing really concrete from the textbook. Was half expecting a case study which we have to analyse and apply motivational theories that sort of thing. However, turns out to be based on Donald Trump in the Apprentice and some trade union stuffs. Both are tutorial case studies! Sigh. Luckily I managed to get the slides from my friends last night and read it on the way to school today.
I had almost thought of skipping it because I thought my organisational culture was more important. Haha.
I'm lucky!!! Anyway I remembered some stuffs only, which is okay anyway because I spent the 2 hours plus writing non-stop. Write until my hands hurt and fingers were so stiff! Usually not so used to writing non-stop as most of my modules are calculation-based rather than essay. Haha.
This paper should be able to pass, with the project, I'm looking at a B at least. I hope.
Anyway won't fail is very very good! Done with this torturous module that has garnered a lot of bad karma over the semester. Haha.
Have to make my fyp sup happy in the holidays for neglecting the fyp so much!~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Oh, and clement dropped by this afternoon to drop me lunch. Such a sweetie. I was right, he can be so good, and yet he can be so bad. Hahaha. But I only like him when he's good. :) He had no car to drive, so he took cab to the Mac's near my place and bought me lunch so that I won't go hungry during the paper.
In a sense he knows me quite well! Haha. Actually I also know him quite well! Because when he started to ask what time I'm going school, what I'm doing, I sort of suspected he was up to something already. But since he got no car to drive (his bro usually takes the car on weekdays), I doubt he would come over to my place lor.
But in the end he still appeared. Haha. Plus points for that I guess. :) Anyway after I finished eating I asked him if he would accompany me to Boon Lay before he goes home. And he agreed! So we took the long bus ride from my house to Boon Lay, and I got him to read me my lecture notes. I remember faster when someone reads to me. Hehe. So he went through my notes with me during the journey lor.
Yup, and he waited with me for 179 before he left. I think today's a good day! Everything was okay! I wasn't late for exam, I managed to do my paper (with ease I guess), and whatever he read to me came out! That was the best part. :)
And right now, at 2AM, he's stucked in office because he's on night shift today.
If he didn't come over, he probably had more time to sleep so that he can work. But he chose to sacrifice a bit of sleep just to make sure I'm fed and safe in school. I feel happy!~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
So, the heart and the brain are still in contradiction. Hehehe.
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 1:54 AM
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Hmmm....I just realised that for some strange reason, all my blog entries are aligned to the left now. Sheesh!!! It happened some time back for one of my other posts too, and it's happening right again! Dunno why leh...I checked and re-checked my codings and it looks right. Hmmmm~ Ah well!
So I think it's the post's fault, because if I take it off, the whole blog looks okay again!
So this shall be called the 'Post' syndrome. Hehehehe.
Oh anyway. I wanted to rant about something but I forgot. Hahaha. My silly little brain is too small already...with a nano-istic capacity to store information/data.
Life
Very sad right now. I got HRM exam tomorrow! Imagine! After the equivalent to 8AUs of project, still got exam! Wah rau... Damn sian. And all those organisational behaviour thingy is just too much to digest.
Personal
I think I lost 2 kgs over the last 2 weeks. Am not fitting into my jeans and I'm pulling it up more often. Yikes. I think I need to wash it so that it can shrink lor. I think I look ugly when I pull my jeans and walk at the same time. Haiiiz.
On a side note, it's a good thing!! That means I still can lose weight! Inspired suddenly to lose weight. I shall try to make myself hit 50 by end of this year. That is, if I continue to suffer that amount of stress I had for the last 2 weeks... (2 presentations and 2 reports to hand in plus a quiz lor... -_- )
Properties
I am feeling poor. Poorer and poorer. I bought a bluetooth headset for clement on his birthday. I'm getting poor and poorer. Hahaha. And my mom isn't giving me pocket money because she asked me to survive on my IA money. Wish I could, but even that is running out. Regret going BKK and KL with clement now. I spent so much that I forgot that I had to survive without pocket money from my mommy. Can someone just donate money to me?! Hahaha...
Relationships
Well well well! I am not with him, yet I'm with him. Such an irony. Somehow the heart and the body are in contradiction. The brain is having problems trying to make each one happy. LoL~~~~ I can't believe myself. Anyway, he came by last night, we had a talk again, and it seems that it's like my problem for being anal about certain issues. Oh well well well! It's always like this isn't it? It's always me with that brilliant memory of all the negatives and he's the angel with all the good memories and zilch bad ones.
Sometimes I find that even after I have told him so many things, it probably doesn't seem like it's getting into his head. Doesn't he realise anything? Like, after treating me like how he has always been since the time he told me we won't last...until now that he told me that we will last, doesn't he realise that he has to really do something drastic to change my mind about us? Hmmm...oh well, I only know that if he maintains like that, I will still think that maybe one day we will split.
Maybe someday this will happen, if I have had enough of all these bullshit.
Gee...I'm typing all these like I don't have any feelings for him anymore. I guess I am in much better control now. I will look at everything from a practical, logical point of view. Last night when he told me something that hurt...I learnt I could just walked away with a little more than a drop of tear. That's it! Proud of myself. :D
Oh, and he says I'm starting to speak like an Ang Moh. Gee...too much SATC I think. I think what's happening to SATC is almost like what's happening to me right now. Hahaha. And I think I am beginning to be like Carrie in there. Except that my bf is not Mr Big. And I don't enjoy a wonderful sex life. Hahahaha.
And I think I'm like her. In an S&M relationship without even knowing. Maybe I'm just drawn towards a guy like him, so good and so bad, at the same time. Hahaha. :P
Anyway, try this!
http://www.eyezmaze.com/grow/RPG/index.html
Interesting game thanks to Mr. N. :p
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 12:28 PM
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I'm feeling so mesmerized now. 
Hahaha.
Okie. Today is the 1st day of my examinations, and to start off, I had a very very very 帅 invigilator for my exam paper and I can't stop bioing him sia!! 
Buay tahan myself. 
He's the type I like, the clean-cut look and nicely gelled hair lor. Hehehehe.
Oh, I feel like I was struck with something when I saw him!! So strange eh the feeling...hmmm...
But luckily, he only appeared at the start of the exams. So I bio-ed him and then suddenly the announcer say can flip open the exam booklet...so I forgot all about him for the whole duration of the exam...till, the last 5 minutes!!
By then, he wasn't that much of a distraction because I already have done all I could and was still flipping through my answers, and, there he is! So I spent the last 5 minutes and the entire time of the paper collecting bio-ing him lor. 
Can't believe myself lor.
Sometimes I wonder if my man-dar (man radar) still works, because I think after being with clement for so long I seem to ignore all the other guys in the world man...(except ang mohs of course!). Okie, so today confirm working...because I walked into the exam hall, and the first person I saw was him! 
Wooo....so exciting. Hahaha. Trust myself to seek joy from bio-ing a guy. Jeeeez~ 
On a totally different note, I bought this!
There's just something about instrumental music that really makes me swoon and sigh and get all those romantic feelings. Hahaha.
I like this phrase执子之手，与子携老a lot. It will be wonderful if a guy I love can tell me this one day... *dreams* :P
Stunningly Gorgeous Y 5:51 PM
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